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Wednesday, 24 June 2009

You never say...Sorry




Episode 2




Answer:
I knew someone, but she has been there for me, being so patience with my childish and selfishness attitude.
But she has been there...she hurt lots by me.
Yet, she didn’t complain it. She just....
Why couldn’t I realize it earlier?
Until I lost one thing that is very important in my life.
I have lost her.
Can I get her back to be mine since these past 2 years?
I still couldn’t forget about her.
One thing I aware....I never apologizes.
I’m sorry.





“Ah...” – Ji Yong.
“Hey...what is wrong?” – ???
“No....it is nothing Sakura.” – Ji Yong.
“Erm...Ji Yong....I have meant to say something to you.” – Sakura.
“What is it?” – Ji Yong.
“I’m going to be married.” – Sakura.


When Ji Yong heard at what Sakura just said to him, he froze like a stone.
He just stays and didn’t even move at all.
Slowly, Sakura let go of Ji Yong hand.


“Ji Yong...I’m sorry.” – Sakura.
“.........” – Ji Yong, slowly turn his head around and smile at Sakura. “Be happy.”
“.........” – Sakura, nodded.


Both of them walk the opposite way.


Why?
When I know I hurt myself.
You make me....my life....my heart....stolen by you.
Why?
I don’t have the answer within myself.
But one thing....I love you.
– Ji Yong.




Ji Yong p.o.v:
Is it possible...?
Because of me...everyone I love...is leaving my side?
Is it matter for me now?
I know...even if this happen until my last breathes...I will look to the sky and smile saying;
Why did I fall in love with you?
The answer is not with me but with you.


I walk down the pavement that will lead me to the park.
When I have arrived there, I stop at one big tree that brings me lots of memory when I was still with her.
It was already 2 years ago.
Am I....still hoping for her?
Hoping for her to return back to me?
End of p.o.v.



---



Month later... –
At Choi Seung Hyun’s apartment... –



“Ah...I hope Seung Hyun love the food I made for him to eat later.” – Tae Lee, happy tone.


Tae Lee is stirring the hot stew, suddenly the front door open.
She was so excited and cannot wait to serve Seung Hyun with her cooking.
And when she turns around, she saw Seung Hyun entering the house....with someone else.
And it is not just someone, but it is a girl.
Tae Lee so astonished when she knew about it.


“Seung Hyun?!!” – Tae Lee.
“Ah...Tae Lee!! What are you doing here?” – Seung Hyun.
“I...made dinner for you, but I see....” – Tae Lee, shaking her head.
“Who is she, oppa?” – Girl.
“She is just a friend. Ah...Tae Lee. Meet Kim Sung Mi. She is my fiancée and we will be married at the end of this year. I hope you can come to our wedding.” – Seung Hyun.



Tae Lee p.o.v:
“Seung Hyun?!!”
“Ah...Tae Lee!! What are you doing here?” – Seung Hyun.
“I...made dinner for you, but I see....”
It hurt, it hurt so much,
I shake my head....disappointing.
“Who is she, oppa?” – Girl.
“She is just a friend. Ah...Tae Lee. Meet Kim Sung Mi. She is my fiancée and we will be married at the end of this year. I hope you can come to our wedding.” – Seung Hyun.
Fiancé? Engaged? Married? Wedding?
Why....can I feel that my heart about to burst out?
I shouldn’t have put my hope so high for him.
I should have known that a guy like him is already belonging to someone yet I made myself not to believe that.
I’m so stupid!!
I started to run out from his apartment to somewhere I can be far away from him.
Tears flowing down my cheeks yet I cannot hold back.
I run and run until I arrived at the park.
I slow down and walk at the park.
But why was it that this somehow brings me back the nostalgia?
I walk down to where the big tree is at.
Why am I still remembering the memory that the both of us shared together?
Am I....still loving him?
I....
End of p.o.v.




Everything flows by its own.
Slowly the memory faded away.
But when one side still remembers about it...
Automatically the memory coming back.



---


Have you forgotten how to love?
Have you forgotten how to miss someone?
Have you forgotten our memory?
Have you forgotten about me?
And if I say sorry...will you forgive me?
– Ji Yong.




Day by month by year has passed.
Each one of them has gone with their own life.
Pain and bitterness....it just faded away.



3 years later:
14th of February... –



“Omo...omo...look.” – Girl 1.
“Wah...Miss Song is one luck girl. She received bouquet of roses. Wah, I am so jealous right now.” – Girl 2.
“Excuse me? What are you girls talking about?” – Tae Lee, chuckles.
“Ahhh....Miss Song....!! You are so lucky.” – Girl 2.
“Aish....no, not another bouquet of roses, again?!! I have been receiving the same old thing for the past week already.” – Tae Lee.
“No...don’t say like that. You should be grateful that there is someone wanting to give you flowers. I wish someone give me roses though.” – Girl 1.
“I don’t need roses to make me happy.” – Tae Lee.
“But Miss Song...today is Valentine’s Day...” – Girl 2.
“I know...but I don’t need this kind of things.” – Tae Lee.
“Ahh...Miss Song, such party popper.” – Girl 1.
“I don’t care at what you wanted to say....alright girls, go back to work.” – Tae Lee.


Later... –


“I’m going now, girls.” – Tae Lee. “And don’t forget to close the place up when you two leave, alright?”
“Yes, Miss Song. We will.” – Girl 1 and 2, at the same time.


After Tae Lee has left the place, she headed to the park.
She has returned back to the same place 3 years ago.
The big tree meant so much to her even though it slowly faded away.


“I’m sorry tree...I think this will be my last time coming here. I just wanted to say goodbye to you. Thank you, for being the witness before.” – Tae Lee.



Ji Yong p.o.v:
Hah...I’m coming back to this place again.
But why?
All of these years?
The big tree meant so much to me.
I couldn’t just forget it just like that even it has bittersweet memory.
Just as I am about to walk to where the big tree’s at, somehow I hear voice that really....makes me wanting to run towards the owner of the voice.
I hope my instinct is correct.
I run and run until I reach the place.
“I’m sorry tree...I think this will be my last time coming here. I just wanted to say goodbye to you. Thank you, for being the witness before.” – Tae Lee.
My eyes widen when I saw her right in front of my eyes.
She is just standing there not far from where I am.
“I’m sorry. I have to go now. I won’t forget you.” – Tae Lee.
She is about to leave?
But then she stops moving when she saw me.
I try to smile then that instant, I walk towards her.
End of p.o.v.



Tae Lee p.o.v:
“I’m sorry. I have to go now. I won’t forget you.”
It is time to say goodbye.
I feel so heavy to go.
But I have no choice.
Just as I was about to leave, not far from where I am standing, I saw him.
Slowly he walks towards me.
I couldn’t move at all.
But then I was wrong. He just walk pass by me and head to the big tree.
“Hey big tree....I missed you so much.” – Ji Yong.
I see...I must have imagined.
I start to move then suddenly....
“Do you know how much I missed you?” – Ji Yong.
He must have talking to the big tree; I didn’t bother enough to turn around.
I continue walking but then again, he kept on saying the same thing and I kept on ignoring it.
Until....
End of p.o.v.




“Why are you ignoring me? Didn’t you hear me? I missed you so much.” – Ji Yong, grabbing Tae Lee hand.
“........” – Tae Lee, cat got her tongue.
“One question: If I say sorry now, will you forgive me?” – Ji Yong. Tae Lee smiles after she hear Ji Yong’s sentence.




“I’m sorry, Tae Lee.
Will you forgive me?”
“That is all I needed to hear from you, Ji Yong, since ever.”
“You never say...SorryI love you. Will you marry me?”
“Yes...”






[End of You never say...Sorry]
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