The Secret in Me... Elapse

Episode 4



BimBim p.o.v:
“Look, BimBim...please...?” – Seung Ri.
“What do you mean? But hey...I know much my temper and my anger management issue, but I cannot.....”
Yah!! Why is Baby had to cut my sentence, every time?!!
“No...I mean....” – Seung Ri.
“Ah....?”
I look at him so confuse.
Baby turns his face the other way and scratch his back head.
Didn’t he want to look at me when he is talking?
Such rude manners.
I know I shouldn’t have say that, but....he is, he does that, like....right now.
“Err...ah, never mind. It’s nothing.”
And again and again he cannot finish his sentence.
I just don’t understand why....but I can see his cheeks blushing up.
I giggles when he see the other way.
Baby is always so cute.
“You....alright?”
“.........I...” – Seung Ri.
Oh no...Did I make him like this?
I hope so not.
Because we cannot....be together.
I know I am so conceited when I say like that, but hey I’m a girl.
I know what I am saying and feeling.
I like Baby loads...and more than that, but never.
I can never have this feeling.
I must erase it as soon as possible.
Should I be blessing...lucky or curse?
To know these boys this close.....I should have feeling so lucky, but why can I not feeling it?
I look at Baby who is still thinking his mind in what he wants to say to me.
I just wait for him to open his mouth.
Such....cold shoulder, shall I break the silent?
Maybe....yes.


“Ah....hey you two....as usual?” – Seung Hyun.
Ah....just as I was about to say something, Seung Hyun oppa just show up.
Sigh.....oh well, at least no more silent, right?
End of p.o.v.




“Ah....hey you two....as usual?” – Seung Hyun, just showing up and give knuckle buck at Seung Ri.
“Hey hyeong. Usual? Ah...it is nothing.” – Seung Ri.
“Oppa....you are alone? Just you? Where Bae oppa?” – BimBim.
“Ahh...BimBim....” – Seung Hyun, rubbing BimBim head and it messes her hairs at the same time.
“Yah....oppa, no!! Don’t do that....or else papa will ask me what is wrong with my hairs...” – BimBim.


Seung Hyun just laughing his stomach off and ignores totally at what BimBim said.
BimBim and Seung Hyun was like truly brother and sister by blood because in how they are treating each others – their relationship – it was like....fun yet teasing each others.
But that has hurt other side of the story and mainly Seung Ri.
He cannot be like Seung Hyun.
He cannot treat BimBim like the way Seung Hyun is.



Seung Ri p.o.v:
Ah....Seung Hyun hyeong come again.
Sigh, he always does and he ruins my moment and BimBim together without him realizes it.
I know I sound so selfish, but hey....that is what Strong Baby got to do to get his girl.
I wonder how she feels about me.
But I must put my job on the top first more than anything.
Thus I am envying at Seung Hyun hyeong and BimBim relationship.
They are like....meant for each others.
I....cannot be like him.
I could never be....
If it is already fate for her to be with him, I have to let go of her.
What is best for her is her happiness.
I wanted to see her smiles again, her laughter....
I’m willing to sacrifice myself just to see her happy.
And I will be happy myself.


“Hey Seung Ri....hey....are you daydreaming? You seem spacing out.” – Seung Hyun.
“Huh....eh, ah....no. I’m just thinking.”
Yes, kind of....
Eh no, I was thinking.
“I have to go...”
I just couldn’t bear to see them with each others, such close and having fun with each others.
“Seung Ri....where are you going?” – BimBim.
“I need to get some air. There is no need for you to wait me.”
Oh well, the only place I’ll be is at the rooftop.
That is the only place that can soothe my mind...sigh.
End of p.o.v.



“Seung Ri....where are you going?” – BimBim.
“I need to get some air. There is no need for you to wait me.” – Seung Ri, as he left them and head to somewhere.
“How weird...” – BimBim.
“Well, Seung Ri dongsaeng must have been in big matter.” – Seung Hyun.
“Eh, what? Ah...but why? What is wrong with him?” – BimBim.
“Here, let me tell you what it is...” – Seung Hyun, as he moves his head closer to BimBim ear and whisper something to her. “So you get it, dongsaeng? Ah....love is blooming.”
“Eh....really? He got someone in his mind?” – BimBim.
“Hah....yes, that is why he is having such matter. Poor Seung Ri....I hope you can help him in this, BimBim. We are family, right, BimBim?” – Seung Hyun.
“Yes....but......” – BimBim.


“Hey T.O.P!! It is time for your shooting....” – Staff.
“Yah....I’m coming. Give me 5!!” – Seung Hyun.
“5 minute or no 5 minute, you got to be here, quick.” – Staff.
“I got to go now, I see you around alright, dongsaeng?” – Seung Hyun, as he rubs her head before he left for the shooting of his new movie.
“............Baby.” – BimBim.


BimBim now have two choices, whether to go to her father office or to where Seung Ri is at.
But she didn’t choose any but instead she run off to see her father first then off to the next place where he is now.



At the rooftop... –

BimBim is arrives at the most upper floor of the place and it is at the rooftop.
When she enters the place, she looks around for him but he couldn’t find him.
Just as she turn around, Seung Ri was right there behind her.


“Ah...there you are, Seung Ri.” – BimBim.
“Eh? What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be.....” – Seung Ri.
“Of course to meet you up, silly.” – BimBim.
“Hmmm....” – Seung Ri.
“.............Well then, I’ll just go. I’m just checking you up here, whether you are alright or not.” – BimBim.
“I’m alright now. You can go now.” – Seung Ri.
“Aish, such cranky one you are. Fine, fine...I’ll go.” – BimBim.


She turns around and head to where the door is.
She stop for a seconds and look at Seung Ri then off she left the rooftop.
After she left the rooftop, she went back to the previous floor sighing.


“Hey BimBim....what with the full disappointed sighed?” – Dae Sung.
“Ah....Dae Sung oppa...eh, no....nothing. I’m just feeling exhausted, that is all. Nothing particular, oppa.” – BimBim.
“Oh no, is my dongsaeng worried or something?” – Dae Sung.
“*chuckles* Oppa, does all of you loves to call me dongsaeng?” – BimBim.
“Yes, because you are to all five of us.” – Dae Sung.
“Hmmm....Dae oppa is more to appa rather than oppa.” – BimBim, putting her index finger to her lips.
“Eh? Appa? Me? Ah....” – Dae Sung.
“Yes you are oppa.” – BimBim.



Saturday Morning:
At Yang’s place... –


“Morning...” – BimBim.
“Hmm....? Where are you going, dongsaeng?” – ???; BimBim older brother who is eating an apple for breakfast.
“Yes, Ryu Lee oppa...I’m going out with Park Hyul. We are going to meet at the city later.
“Well then, eat your breakfast first.” – Ryu Lee.
“Can’t....I’m going to have my breakfast with Ji oppa.” – BimBim.
“Eh...seriously, you rather have your morning feast with GD than me? Aish, my dongsaeng prefer some famous star rather than her own oppa, such sad tragic.” – Ryu Lee, dramatic.
“Yah!! I so do not, oppa. It’s just, I don’t know you will be here today...and beside I already promised Ji oppa. And you....oppa!! You always such silent one and didn’t even bother to tell me every time you return home...” – BimBim.
“You sure know how to get back at your own oppa, eh Yu Min?” – Ryu Lee.
“You started it first, so to get even...I do as what I usually do....get even back. That is fair-fair.” – BimBim, laughing.
“Yah....not funny.” – Ryu Lee.
“Yes yes...but I still love you. You are the only oppa I got. I have to go now.” – BimBim, as she kisses Ryu Lee cheek before she left. “Let’s have dinner together tonight, oppa...”
“Even so, you still the cheeky little dongsaeng I got.” – Ryu Lee, laughing and BimBim stick her tongue out at him.



At the Big Bang’s place... –


BimBim arrives at the location and she barged into the house.
As she as guest, Ji Yong still on bed but Young Bae, Dae Sung and Seung Ri already wide awake.
Only Ji Yong and Seung Hyun are still on bed.


“Ji Yong oppa still now wake up, is he?” – BimBim.
“As you know already BimBim....your oppa such dead sleeper.” – Dae Sung.
“Something is up that you come here, BimBim?” – Seung Ri.
“Yes, both me and Ji Yong are going out to have our breakfast and if he is not wake up within 30 minutes, then there will be no breakfast together. And now I am going to wake that lazy bum off.” – BimBim, runs to Ji Yong’s room.


“Hey BimBim, do you need a bucket full of cold water?” – Young Bae.
“No need Bae oppa, we are going to be late and he is going to pay for this.” – BimBim, shouting from inside Ji Yong’s room. “So...you are going to sleep all day and forget our breakfast together, eh oppa?!!”


BimBim is standing beside Ji Yong’s bed which he is on it sleeping like a sleeping beauty.
Ji Yong didn’t even realizes due to his sleeping so well that BimBim is about to make something out of the unexpected.
She smiles mischievously when she is about to start her master plan in waking up Ji Yong.
Young Bae is standing leaning on the wall next to the door inside Ji Yong’s room.


“.....OPPAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!” – BimBim, as she shouts so loud in a very close distant to Ji Yong ears.
“!!!!!!!!” – Ji Yong, who wake up that instant and he look so shocks. He looks around and saw BimBim making a victory face.
“That what you got for being such lazy bum.” – BimBim.


Ji Yong looks at Young Bae who cannot hold back his laughter from seeing Ji Yong expression when he got some from BimBim.
He throws his pillow at Young Bae so hard it hit him.


“Eh?!! Why do you hit me?” – Young Bae.
“Shush!! And you!! Come here...!!” – Ji Yong, as he grabs BimBim hand and pull her towards him.
“Ah....!!” – BimBim, whom got pulled by Ji Yong and falls to the bed.
“You....!!” – Ji Yong.


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