You are My Heaven.... – One Shoot

You are My Heaven.... – One Shoot



You are definitely the one that is always there for me.
Without you....who am I?
I am just as like normal one like the others out there.
With you....
I am special because I have the gentle and care and of course love that you gives to me.
You care so much about me....
You are the one....the missing pieces of my heart that I have been looking for.
I love you all of my heart.
But....
If I made mistakes towards you...please....
Just please....forgive me.
I’m just a normal human being that needs love from you.
You are my life and I never wanted to lose you.
So much...I needed you in my life...

Until my last breathe.
Love...
Kwon Ji Yong.

First elapse... –


“My missing pieces of love....where are you?” – Ji Yong, lying on top of someone laps as he looks above at the face of the one he love.
“Ah....Ji. I’m here....” - ???, smiling at Ji Yong. Slowly then she moves her head closer to Ji Yong.


Both of them kiss each others so gentle.
Then not long after that....Ji Yong falls asleep.
She plays with Ji Yong hairs and stares at him at the same time smiles.
She loves him but she have to leave him.
Because of what reason.....to her, she has no choice but to do it.
Before she leaves, she turns her around and looks at him for the last time.
Tears flowing down her cheeks.
Just as she is about to turn the door knob, someone hug her from behind.
She can feel his warmth over her body.
The warmth she always longing for, the warmth that soothes her when she is feeling cold and stress out.
The warmth that is belongs to someone that she loves so dearly...the one she has to leave.
She knows if she leaves for the last time, she will regret it for all of her life.
Regretting it because he is the only one that could only makes her happy.
Slowly, the hug from him becomes tight yet so gentle.
All of the hugged that was coming from him always been so gentle.
His chin his on her shoulder as his face is touching with hers.
He closes his eyes and just stays still hugging her.
It can be seen that he is care about her so very much.
All of these times, he always there protecting her.


“Where are you going? Where are you leaving me?” – Ji Yong.
“Ji-ahh....I’m sorry....what should I do now, I really have no choice.” – ???
“Lee Min....don’t ever leave me....remember the first time we met? You don’t know who I am but you still treat me such kind. Until you know who I am, you still treat me as someone normal and not as a star.” – Ji Yong.



Flashback 1 year ago:

“Lee Min-ah!! Lee Min-ah!!” – ???
“What is up, Yu Nae? Why are you like someone who just saw a ghost?” – Lee Min.
“It is G Dragon!! G Dragon of the Big Bang!!” – Yu Nae.
“Who Big who?” – Lee Min.
“Aish!! Lee Min-ah!! You such slow person. G Dragon, the leader of the infamous group name Big Bang!! Don’t tell me you didn’t know about them!!? Where have you been lived all these years...cave?!!” – Yu Nae.
“No...I am just not into them. Beside, I am very busy and I don’t have time to do anything. So, I don’t care really, such no big matter. So don’t you have to worry about me, Yu Nae.” – Lee Min.
“What?!! Am I hear wrong or my ear gone deaf? You have to listen to their music, Lee Min-ah, even just one...you must listen. They are the best, you know!!” – Yu Nae.
“The answer still no, Yu Nae. I don’t think so I want it.” – Lee Min.
“Aish....such waste, Lee Min-ah. Oh well, you and your own world, such different than mine. But I still love you because you are my cousin who is such anti-social.” – Yu Nae, laughing.


Lee Min just smiles and continues walking.
Both of them are heading to the Baskin Robbins and it is not far from where they are at.
When they turn to the right corner, both of them stops moving as what they can see not far from their location, are groups of girls screaming and shouting in front of the Baskin Robbins store.
They are shouting and screaming their lungs out Big Bang name and each of the members name – G Dragon, T.O.P, Young Bae, Dae Sung and Seung Ri.
Inside, all five of the boys are doing their shooting in CF about Baskin Robbins.
Such professionals they all are and they didn’t even bother enough in the screaming and the shouting the girls outside gave.
Yu Nae and Lee Min look at each others and raising their shoulders.
Then Yu Nae runs towards the crowds of the commotions while dragging her cousin with her even though she didn’t want too.


“Yah!! Look at these crowds...” – Lee Min.
“Ah...look!! Lee Min-ah, look!! It is them!!” – Yu Nae. Then she starts to screaming her heart out when she saw her idol; T.O.P.
“Aish...I don’t want ah...you can go off me now, Yu Nae.” – Lee Min.


Because it is too noisy, Yu Nae couldn’t hear at what Lee Min just said and she is keep on pulling her hands away from Yu Nae.
At the same time, the crowds started to get queasy and Lee Min starts to get nausea and headache.
The crowds push and pull and put all the pressure in Lee Min as she is in the middle as she been squash by them.
She tries to save herself and try to get out of the crowd.
She fights all her heart out until it happens when she falls down to the ground.
Not just the ground, but inside the store where the shooting occurs.
All of the cast member and the staff, even the director, the producer, the manager and of course the Big Bang members are all eyes on her.
She can hear the crowds talking about her and she feels so embarrass.
She quickly standing up with her face so red of got mortify.


“Ah...Lee Min-ah...” – Yu Nae, quickly running towards her cousin but she has already run far away.
“Who is that girl?!!” – Crowds1.
“I don’t know....she must be one of the fans and try to get close to the boys. What such dirty plan she has done.” – Crowds2.


And the talks keep on going as it flies very fast.
The next day, at her school, the gossips already spread.
When Lee Min and Yu Nae arrives school, the others talk behind them about what happen yesterday.
Lee Min for sure didn’t care but Yu Nae so angry at the others student because they talk bad about her cousin behind her.


“Just forget about them, Yu Nae. It is such no big deal. I don’t care really, beside it is yesterday new. So let it be.” – Lee Min.
“What?!! No!! I won’t let them talk about you in that kind of way.” – Yu Nae.
“Aish, don’t worry. Let it just go. It is more important if we focus on the study and for our future? Don’t you want bright future, Yu Nae? I do...so what happen, past is past.” – Lee Min, entering the class.
“You are such carefree, Lee Min. And such wise as well. Oh wait, you are the most wise student here ever with the highest IQ. You....there will be no problems for you, you already have bright future.” – Yu Nae.
“Yah!! I’m a Go and you are a Go as well. So you are smart as well.” – Lee Min, blowing her cheeks which it will becomes puffy like goldfish.
“*chuckles* I know. I’m just teasing you. You are such cute one when you all goldfish cheeks. You reminds of the Kwon Leadah, Lee Min-ah.” – Yu Nae.


Lunch time... –
At the rooftop... –


“What are you having today, Lee Min-ah?” – Yu Nae.
“Some common lunch eomma made for me.” – Lee Min.
“Ah...ahjumma such great cook.” – Yu Nae.
“Ne!! You as well.....it looks delicious.” – Lee Min.
“Ah...it is...both of our lunches are.” – Yu Nae.


Both of them start to laugh while holding chopsticks on their right hand.
Then suddenly the students that are at the rooftop which are having lunch just like them, starts to standing up and run at the edge of the corner of the rooftop.
It is not just that, but shouting and screaming occurs after that.
Yu Nae and Lee Min who are about to eat their lunch didn’t care until G Dragon’s name is been mention.
Yu Nae stops eating as her eyes widen with surprise.
Not just G Dragon’s name was mention, but Seung Ri’s name as well.


“Yah!! What is going on?!!” – Yu Nae, asking the others girls who are their classmate.
“Yu Nae-ah!! Lee Min-ah...guesses who are coming to our school’s area?” – Girl1.
“Oh My Gosh!! It couldn’t be true?!! Am I dreaming?!!” – Yu Nae, run towards them as well and she is not dreaming.


G Dragon and Seung Ri are really at their school.
Both of them enter the school building and the girls that all are at the edges of the rooftop, immediately leaving the rooftop.
When Yu Nae is about to do the same, she drags Lee Min...Again!!


“Wha....Yu Nae!! You can stop dragging me whenever they are near. I don’t want this. I am so not into them or whatsoever.” – Lee Min.


Obviously, Yu Nae couldn’t hear because the time Lee Min talked to her, she already screaming when not far from where she is standing with the others, G Dragon and Seung Ri are 10 steps away.
G Dragon look around, somehow looking for someone.
Until he turn his facing forward as his eyes lock when he saw Lee Min.
He stops moving and he didn’t take his eyes off her.
He stretches his left arm in front of Seung Ri and he stops.
Seung Ri look to the same direction as G Dragon is and he smiles.


“Oh Gosh!! Lee Min-ah...they are staring at you!!” – Yu Nae. All of the fans eyes are on Lee Min. She starts to feels awkward with the eyes on her. This was never happening to her before, not until now.
“Why are all of you looking at me?!!” – Lee Min.


G Dragon and Seung Ri move forwards and approaching Lee Min.
The two of them stands in front of her.
They smiles at her and her cheeks are blushing red.


“Found you!!” – G Dragon.
“Come with us then...” – Seung Ri.
“The others wanted to see you as well....come.” – G Dragon, holding her hands and the girls starts to screams.
“Hyeong, we better go now...the others are waiting already.” – Seung Ri.
“Yah!! I know. Quick Ms Go...we must go now. Maknae, quick!!” – G Dragon, starts to walk and slowly his walk start to speed up follow by Seung Ri. And he is pulling Lee Min as well with her.


Inside the car... –


“Such commotions.” – Seung Ri.
“What was the purpose of us coming here, GD?!!” – Dae Sung.
“Was it because of her? Seriously, you....!!” – T.O.P
“Shush it....it is a worth, alright?!!” - G Dragon.
“WHAT?!!” – All of them.
“And maknae, you are into Ji Yong scheme as well?!!” – Young Bae.


Seung Ri just laughing.
T.O.P gives him the glare and he stops directly.
All of them start to argue but then stops when Lee Min giggles.


“Ah I’m sorry, but you guys are funny. But who are the five of you?!!” – Lee Min.
“*chuckles* you are funny as well.” – Dae Sung, rubbing Lee Min head gently and it messed her hairs up. She quickly fixes it up.
“You aren’t kidding, right? You seriously don’t know us?!! You are not VIP?!!” – T.O.P.
“Eh?!! Who? What?!!” – Lee Min, making the confusing expressions on her face.
“.....Or are you just pretending?!!” – Young Bae. Lee Min shakes her head.
“Shall we introduce our self guys?” – Ji Yong.
“I’ll go first. I’m Seung Ri, the youngest of the groups.” – Seung Ri.
“Dae Sung....” – Dae Sung.
“I’m of course, Seung Hyun but everyone address me as T.O.P and I am the oldest amongst these four.” – Seung Hyun.
“Young Bae or as known as Tae Yang.” – Young Bae.
“And last but not the least...I am the Kwon Leadah – Ji Yong or GD and it stands for G Dragon.” – G Dragon.
“Ahhhh.....group? Wait, you are those guys that.......” – Lee Min, didn’t finish her sentence when she know after that it was the embarrass part. She quickly turns her head around.
“*chuckles* we know, so don’t have to be shy around us.” – G Dragon. “You may call me Ji Yong. I’m comfortable if you call me that.”
“...........” – Lee Min.
“Ji-ah!! Are you trying to make a move? You know.....” – Dae Sung.
“I know; Dae Sung and I don’t care.” – Ji Yong.
“Serious? Ji....you...!! You know what will happen if this is on the wrong hands!!?” – T.O.P.


Lee Min looks at them with confusion and she just listen to them talking.
But it goes on for an hour long and all of them tired with Ji Yong decision and finally he wins.


“But then...I don’t mind at all. For once, Lee Min will be our real friend that is just normal.” – T.O.P.
“And she is cute and funny as well. I like her. From now on, she is my dongsaeng!! Clear?!!” – Dae Sung, rubbing Lee Min hairs again.
“Wah!! Lee Min is now my nuna?” – Seung Ri.
“Ah....I don’t know...I still don’t know.” – Young Bae.
“Lee Min-ah, Young Bae here has problems with girls. So I hope you can help us helping him.” – Ji Yong.


Lee Min turns her head and look at Young Bae.
She smiles at him and he turns his head directly.


“No....don’t worry....he didn’t hate you, Lee Min-ah...it just....takes time. Hope you be patience with him. But he is such nice guy and very sweet. He is indeed a great person; just that....is the problem.” – Ji Yong.
“It is alright....no one should force him if he is not ready yet. But I hope we still can be friends, isn’t that right Young Bae?” – Lee Min. Yet, still no response from Young Bae. But she keeps on smiling.



A week later... –
7:00 am – At Lee Min’s room... –


“My eye hurt, Yu Nae...” – Lee Min, while scrubbing her right eyes.
“Yah!! Don’t rub it or else it’s become worst.” – Yu Nae, quickly take Lee Min eyes away from scrubbing her eyes.
“But...it is so itchy....I couldn’t stand it.” – Lee Min, trying to resist.
“See....your right eyes already red. We should go to the hospital to check this out. I will call Ji Yong. He must have worried about you.” – Yu Nae.
“I’m sorry....” – Lee Min.
“About what actually? I am not mad at you, but I feel happy though. Beside, I am only into T.O.P, remember?” – Yu Nae.
“I’m sorry....” – Lee Min.



At the hospital’s... –

After check up, indeed there is something wrong with Lee Min right eyes.
But if she kept on rubbing awhile ago, there will be no mistake she have to face problems.
At what the doctor that checked her up has to do is to give some medicine to her eyes and after that she wrapped with bandages.
And now Lee Min looks like pirate with patched on her right eyes with bandages.
For the whole month, she wouldn’t be able to go to school.


“I look like pirate...” – Lee Min.
“Aish, why do you say like that? You look fine as ever. Don’t worry, Lee Min-ah, as long as you are fine, it is not a matter if your eyes are patched.” – Ji Yong.
“Sigh....I don’t know, Ji. It was so itchy that I wanted to pluck it off. But now, after the doctor give some medical ointment, if feel better a bit.” – Lee Min.
“Stay at my private apartment, Lee Min. For the whole month and so until you are better, stay with me there. It will give us some privacy for the both of us.” – Ji Yong, standing in front of Lee Min while holding both of her shoulders.
“Eh?!!” – Lee Min.


But at the end, Ji Yong success convincing Lee Min to stay at his private apartment.
Later that afternoon, both of them arrived at Ji Yong’s place.
Lee Min looks so awed when she saw Ji Yong apartment.
She looks so happy and Ji Yong can see that in her face. He smiles then he brings both of her luggages to his room.


“Ah....are we going to stay in one room together?” – Lee Min. Ji Yong gives her a wink and enters his room. “Eh...Ji Yong-ah!!”
“I am not going to let you sleep on the sofa, would I?” – Ji Yong, giving cheeky smiles.
“Aish, Ji...you naughty one.” – Lee Min.


Ji Yong laughing, but not the kind of loud one.
Slowly he holds her hand and slowly pulls her to the sofa.
Sitting on the sofa, Ji Yong slowly lowering his body and laid on Lee Min laps.
He closes his eyes for a minute long. Then he slowly opens his eyes. He smiles at her.


“I like you lots....” – Ji Yong.
“.......” – Lee Min, she just smiles at him.
“Seriously, Lee Min-ah. I really like you, really very much.” – Ji Yong.
“........like? Oh...” – Lee Min, her expression changes.


Ji Yong quickly stand sitting when he saw Lee Min expressions.
He cannot stand it when he saw her like that.
He directly hugs her up.


“I don’t mean too...I really like you, Lee Min. But...more than I like you, I love you so very much. Stay with me, be mine. I will always be there for you.” – Ji Yong.


Lee Min surprise yet a second after that, she smiles and glad.
Slowly she hugs her up.


“Thank you Ji Yong....I love you so much.” – Lee Min.


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2 week later... –
11:30 pm – Ji Yong’s place... –


“Sigh....where is Ji Yong? It is getting late.” – Lee Min, staring at the clock that hanging on the wall.


Just as she is about to standing up, someone is on the door.
She is expected to be Ji Yong.
She was so happy that finally Ji Yong has return.
That instant, she run to the door to open the door but then the door has already opened.


“Lee Min....Why aren’t you sleeping yet? It is already late.” – Ji Yong.
“I’m worried that you aren’t home yet....I....” – Lee Min.
“Ah....next time, please go to sleep. I am more worried about your health, Lee Min.” – Ji Yong.
“*chuckles* you should watch your health as well, Ji Yong. You must eat lots of nutritious foods, Ji.” – Lee Min.
“Yah!! Don’t laugh....” – Ji Yong, as he grabs her waist and pull her towards him. “You aren’t going anywhere now, Lee Min...”


Ji Yong hugs Lee Min tight making her hard to breathe.
To avoid from being suffocate herself, so she swing her elbow and it hit right on his stomach.


“Yah!! Don’t do that...it hurt.” – Ji Yong, rubbing her stomach.
“You did it first to me, Ji Yong.” – Lee Min, giggles.
“That was because I missed you so much. Can a husband just give his wife some love after all he has been away for work?” – Ji Yong.
“*chuckles* we aren’t married, Ji.” – Lee Min.
“But well, yes technically, you are my wife. So that is that. You are mine, remember. Until whenever, you are still always be mine.” – Ji Yong.
“Ah...Ji. Come, let’s go sleep now. It is already getting late.” – Lee Min.



Month later... –
At the hospital... –


Lee Min p.o.v:
Today is the day that is for the doctor to take off the bandage off my head and eyes.
I cannot wait for her to do it soon.
I’m so nervous.
But too bad Ji Yong cannot come to accompany me with.
Oh well, he have his commitment to his work, I don’t mind.
He is such dedication one.
“Miss Go...” – Doctor.
By the time the doctor called out my name, I can feel something....
I can feel that something huge will change.
End of p.o.v.



30 minutes later... –


“Take care of yourself, Ms Go.” – Doctor.
“Do inform me as soon as possible about the eye donor, Doctor.” – Lee Min.
“Yes, don’t worry. We will work on that for sure.” – Doctor.
“Thank you.” – Lee Min, as she bowed down and left after that.


On her way home, she bumps into someone that she has known for so long already.
He...somehow remind her their past but all he can do is smile at her.


“It is great to bump into you, Lee Min. And I see you haven’t change at all.” – ???
“It was like....5 years long already? It is great to meet you again, Tae Sung.” – Lee Min.
“How is your life, Lee Min-ah? I kind of missed you.” – Tae Sung.
“It has been great but then....life is life, Tae.” – Lee Min.
“Hmm....what do you mean?” – Tae Sung.
“No....Nothing, forget it. Anyway, where are you heading?” – Lee Min.
“Oh....I’m going to the hospital to meet someone there.” – Tae Sung.
“Then you should get going then. I see you again, soon...” – Lee Min.


Lee Min continues walking.
Then not far from where she is, are crowds with commotions and of course that is least interesting thing for Lee Min.
But to get to Ji Yong’s place, there is no other way but to moving forward because that is the only way to head home.
She didn’t want to know, so she just walks ahead and continues moving.
Arriving at one place, she takes a rest while sitting at the bench which not far, in front of her is a fountain.
She raises her head above.
Suddenly she can feels something wet dropping on her face and everywhere.
Rain is starting to drop.
Everyone who is around her starts to run to take find shelters from getting wet.
And it is time for her to find a shelter as well before she got cold.
But before she can do it, she is already wet.



At YG Entertainment building’s... –


Hearing the noises that are coming from the outside, Ji Yong turn his head and saw the weather outside as it is raining.
Somehow....he feels so worried when he saw the rains.
Quickly, he makes a call to Lee Min cell phone.
But there is no respond at all.
Until 3 times he tried, he failed to do so.
He didn’t waste anymore time but to burst out to the outside – rather to be wet as long as his sense is false.
He run around the city to look for Lee Min and forgot everything that he is a superstar.
And now....a superstar in the rain looking for someone.


Lee Min is still walking in the rain and didn’t even bother to look for shelter until the rain stop but instead to move forward until she is arriving home.
All wet and feeling cold, as her hands crossing each others wrapping her body, she can’t see clearly the road.
Lee Min only can see with her left eyes.
It is hard for her at first but she will get used to it until the donor for her right eyes come.



Ji Yong p.o.v:
I hope what as I expected isn’t true.
I hope....
I just....she don’t do stupid thing and walk in the rain.
I should have been there for her.
I hope my sense is false.
Lee Min...I hope you are alright there. I’m worried about you.
I just don’t want you to be sick or anything.


I continue to run around until I found her, I will feel such relief.
I tried to call her many times already, but why aren’t she answering it?!!
Don’t tell me she forgot to bring it with her?
That....aish!!


Wait....who...no!! Don’t tell me...!!
I didn’t want to waste my time guessing who is who anymore, I just run directly approaching her.
I just hope....
End of p.o.v.



Lee Min p.o.v:
It is so hard to see the road.
At the same time with the weather, it kind of slipper as well.
I must be careful not to slip and falls down to the ground.
I don’t care it is raining or not, as long as I am going to where I am heading – home.
It is so....hard to see....wait, I see shadow and it is heading towards me.
“Lee Min!!” – Ji Yong.
Eh? What is he doing here?
He is not supposed to be here except at his work.
Am I seeing things?
He run towards me and hugs me directly.
No....I am not seeing things.
It is him...it is Ji Yong.
“Ah...Ji. What are you doing here? Why are you doing here?”
“You dummy!! What are you doing outside in the rain? You should have known better...” – Ji Yong.
As usual he is worried about me.
That is such Ji Yong. He always concerned about someone else.
Not just me, but to everyone...he does.
I don’t know....is I am like the same people that is involves around his life and not the.....special one? Am I?
I don’t know what to think anymore.
It must have been that the rain is messing up my brain.
“Ji-ah, what are you doing here? You should not be here...you should be indoor.”
“So do you!! Why aren’t you taking the cab to head home?” – Ji Yong.
“...........I’m sorry.”
“Come, we better take the cab and head home. More important, I must get you warm.” – Ji Yong.
“I’m sorry, Ji.”
“Yah!! You should. I don’t want you to get sick. It makes me more worried.” – Ji Yong.
“Worried? Is it me the only one....or you concern with everyone else and take good care of them?”
“I’m worried at everyone that involves in my life. But they can take care of themselves and doesn’t need me to do so. But you are different, yes I always worried about you and I need to take care of you. Because of that, I need you in my life...so much, Lee Min. Because I care about you very much more than I do about me.” – Ji Yong, looking around whether he can stop a cab or not but just useless. “This is useless!! No cab wants to stop... Let’s just go and find some shelter and a place that is warm for you.”
Ji....
I’m sorry.
I’m useless now.
End of p.o.v.



Somewhere.... –

Finally both of them arrives at somewhere that they can warm themselves.
Inside, Ji Yong quickly take off his leather jacket and put it on Lee Min.
Then he takes off his shirt and squeezes it all to makes the clothes a bit dry.
Lee Min can see Ji Yong without shirt on and is feeling cold.
Ji Yong is shaking but he doesn’t want to tell off to her.


“Ji Yong-ah....here, just take your jacket. You are shaking, Ji...” – Lee Min.
“No...I’m alright. More important, that you are warm.” – Ji Yong.


Lee Min walks closely towards Ji Yong.
While he is busy with the clothes, Lee Min stand behind him and slowly she put her hands wraps around his body and hugs him.
With the hugs from Lee Min, Ji Yong suddenly stops doing at what he do.


“Stop acting tough, Ji Yong. I know you are too freezing cold. But you still denial it.” – Lee Min.
“I want to be the protective, not the protected one. And I am the one that will protect you, Lee Min-ah.” – Ji Yong.
“I don’t care at what you are saying. You are still the little boy who needs is to be taken care by someone. You who need someone to give you gentle and care, that is what you are needed every time you return from all of that work. Even you are such hard work person, but you still need someone to be there for you to calm and soothes you. You are that person, Ji Yong.” – Lee Min.


Slowly, Ji Yong turns around his body and gives Lee Min a hug.
Slowly the hug become tight yet so gentle that came from Ji Yong.


“You are that person. You make me loving you more and more. I don’t care, you are the only person can makes me feels like that...only you.” – Ji Yong. “I love you so much, Lee Min. Stay with me, always and forever.”



I love you so much....
Yet I only can see you with one eye.
I love you so much....
But even if I only got one eye, you are still the same person in my eyes.
I love you as much I love myself...that is what you always say to me.

Very much....
Love;
Go Lee Min.

Second elapse... –


One day....Lee Min got a call from the doctor who treated her has told her that she got the donor for her right eye.
She was so much excited...and tells Ji Yong the great news.
Ji Yong couldn’t be any much happier more than to see the person he loves happy.
She cannot wait and head to the hospital immediately.



At the hospital’s... –

After the operation which is such a success, Lee Min been transmitted to the ward and she is not yet awake.
But later....she awake and found out Ji Yong is asleep as his forehead on top of his arm that is on the bed...while his other hand is holding her hand.
She looks at him and smile.
She can see he is tired. Slowly tears falls down her cheeks.
She just remembers that there is someone who is kindly to donor an eye to her.


The next day, when she wakes up, she found out Ji Yong is not there around her.
She looks around but couldn’t find him anywhere.
Suddenly the door open and she is expected it would be Ji Yong but then she was wrong.
It was the same doctor who checked her and does the operation for her right eye.


“How are you feeling today, Ms Go?” – Doctor.
“*nodded* I’m alright Doctor. I thank the donor for this eye. Doctor, who is the donor for this eye?” – Lee Min.
“The donor wants to stay anonymous. So are you ready to see with both of your eyes, again? Yes...it is time to take off the bandages.” – Doctor.
“Yes, doctor. You may take it off now.” – Lee Min.


The doctor and the two nurses approach me and do their job.
Few minutes later, after they have done taken off the bandages, the doctor wants Lee Min to open her right eyes slowly.
At first she feel a bit hurt and the doctor advice her to do it slowly.
She tries many times but finally she done it.
Both of her eyes are open and she can see her surroundings.
The doctor and the nurses are smiling because it is such success and the she is happy as well.


After the doctor and the nurse have left, the room becomes quiet back again.
Lee Min is alone, back again....just by her and herself in the ward.
She step out from the bed and walk to the window.
She can see from where she is standing at the outside through the window.
She smiles just by looking at them.
Then suddenly, someone enter the room.
Lee Min didn’t bother to turn around to see who is just come.


“Lee Min-ah?!!” – Ji Yong. When she heard his voice, she quickly turns around.
“Ji Yong?!!” – Lee Min.


Ji Yong quickly run towards Lee Min and give her a hugs of relief.
Lee Min hugs her back and she is happy as well.


All of the times they have been together, sometimes they fight with each other making Ji Yong leave all of sudden with anger.
Because both of them are such stubborn head, none want to admit he or she is wrong.
Until one day, when Yu Nae comes to visit Lee Min, she came in the middle of their fight.


When Yu Nae about to enter the room, Ji Yong is about to storm out of the room.
He nearly knocks Yu Nae off, but it comes to his senses immediately.


“JI YONG!!” – Lee Min. Ji Yong ignores her and walks off just like that.
“Lee Min-ah...you should have control your anger. Don’t just go mad at that poor boy.” – Yu Nae.
“How could I not go mad at him?!! He has done wrong, yet he didn’t want to admit it” – Lee Min.
“Sigh....you should have known better as well, Lee Min-ah.” – Yu Nae.
“Ah...I don’t care anymore. Beside tomorrow will be the day that I will be discharge from this place. Finally...” – Lee Min.
“Really? That is great, Lee Min-ah. Does Ji Yong know about this?” – Yu Nae.
“I was about to tell him, but......it is too late already. Never mind about that....forget it.” – Lee Min.
“Lee Min....don’t be like that. Ji....” – Yu Nae, couldn’t finish her sentence when Lee Min interrupt her.


The next day... –

Lee Min all packed her clothes up and ready to go.
She is wearing white sleeveless top, short blank pants, long black stockings up to her thigh and black heels.
Her hair is all tied up in a bun and leaving her side hair freely.
Her front hair is clip to the right side with white ribbon shape clips.
She is all ready with her Louis Vuitton luggage.
Just as she is about to left the room, someone came and she is surprise it is her brother who came all the way from Japan.


“Dong Wook oppa....you have returned...” – Lee Min.
“Yes, of course, just for my one and only dongsaeng. So after this, stay with oppa then alright? Oppa will be here until further due.” – Dong Wook.
“Eh? So I am now staying with you, oppa?” – Lee Min.
“Yah of course, you silly dongsaeng. Of course, who else if it is not with your own oppa.” – Dong Wook.
“Ah...oppa. Nothing, never mind.” – Lee Min.
“So, shall we go now?” – Dong Wook, as he takes Lee Min luggage and off they head to the door.


When Lee Min and Dong Wook come out from the room, not far from them is standing Ji Yong.
And they are backing him.
Ji Yong just stands there and didn’t do anything.
He turns around and head back home.



Since then, Lee Min stayed with her big brother; Dong Wook and never saw Ji Yong ever since.
Even when he is appeared with the others, she still won’t care much to know.


One day on a rainy day, when Lee Min comes out from the store while holding a brown paper bag close to her chest, rain is falling down.
She looks above raising her heads to the sky.
The rain is pouring down.



Lee Min p.o.v:
It’s raining.
I wonder how I am going to get home in this kind of whether.
Oh well, I just use the other way.
“Rains.....” – Ji Yong.
Eh...wait.
If I’m not mistaken, that voices....
It sounds so familiar.
I stop in the middle of the road while gotten wet by the rain and turn my head around.
“Ji Yong?”
I cannot see clearly because of the weather.
But a shadow comes closer by the second.


“Lee Min-ah...why do you run away from me? You are my wife, remember? Why?!!” – Ji Yong.
“Ah...Ji....”
“Was it because of that man that came by the hospital and takes you home with him?” – Ji Yong.
“Ji!! Don’t be such fools!! He is my brother. And beside, I am still angry with you.”
I don’t want to involve anymore...
I walk away from him but then he grabs my hand.
He starts to run and pulling me with him.
“Where are you taking me?!!”
He didn’t answer...he didn’t answer at all.
He just keep on running.
End of p.o.v.



Ji Yong p.o.v:
I don’t care.
Rain or whatever....
Now or never....
I must!!


Between the two of us, it must be settle.
I kept on running until we arrive at the taxi cab.
Immediately I stop the cab.
“Where to Sir?” – Mr Cab.
“To Heosimcheong spa, please.”
Yes, Heosimcheong spa. It is a perfect place for the both of us.
I don’t care if everyone knows G Dragon went there with a girl, as long as I have my wife back.
End of p.o.v.



At Heosimcheong spa’s... –


Upon arriving at the location, first for Ji Yong to do is to get inside a room in the neighbor hotel.
After all he is the regular customer there and has his own room.
Ji Yong didn’t waste anymore time and immediately brings Lee Min to the room to dry off.


Inside the room, Ji Yong look around then he head into the bedroom.
Not long after, he come out and gives Lee Min a towel to dry herself off and as well some of his clothes.
So that she can change into dry clothes.


“But....” – Lee Min.
“Just wear that Lee Min-ah...at least; you won’t get sick from the cold.” – Ji Yong.
“Ah....but....” – Lee Min.
“Ah...no but this time, Lee Min. Now, it is time for you to listen to me. You are my wife and I love you. Understand?!! Now, you go shower and change into that clothes while I make something warm.” – Ji Yong, as he walk to the kitchen.


Just as Ji Yong is about to take out the cup, Lee Min run towards him and hug him.
Ji Yong stop moving as he can feel the hug that is belonging to someone that he has been longing for after all these times.
Slowly he turns around and hugs her.


“I’m sorry....but...” – Lee Min.
“No...I should be sorry. I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you. Sorry if I ever hurt you, Lee Min.” – Ji Yong.


At that time, both of them hugging with each others.
Time flies fast without aware.
What past has happen is past.
There is no need to remember what has happened before.
End of flashback.



Third elapse... –


“Do you remember now?” – Ji Yong. “.......So please, don’t go.”
“...........” – Lee Min.
“Please don’t go...I need you so much.” – Ji Yong.


Tears flows down off Lee Min cheeks.
She is tearing off as she knows her life limit.
It is so hard for her to tell the truth to the one and only one she love.
When she knows it that she has to leave him soon.


“I’m sorry Ji...could you ever forgive me?” – Lee Min, slowly take away Ji Yong’s hand.
“No...Never!! I could never forgive myself if I ever let you go again....not this time...not ever.” – Ji Yong.
“I’m sorry. But even so....I....” – Lee Min.



Slowly, her sight becomes blurry.
She becomes so weak.
Slowly she falls down on the floor unconscious.
Ji Yong become panic and quickly brings Lee Min to the hospital.
She is inside the emergence room and Ji Yong is waiting outside.
He was scare...very scared of losing Lee Min.
And the only thing he wanted now is her to come back...to open her eyes.


Even so after the light has turned off, and it is such a success...Lee Min is still in coma.
Lee Min has been send into a private room where Ji Yong asked to do so.
The day she has been transmitted to the room, he has been visiting her and takes care of her hoping for her to open her eyes.
But his hope is just stay hope.
Lee Min has never opened her eyes until now.


Days pass by day...
Month pass by month...
Years pass by years...


She still lied on the same bed...helplessly...
So pale....her body is so cold.
But she is still breathing normally.


And Ji Yong never gives up but to stay awake with her.
As his promised to her before, he will stay beside her until whenever the time is.
He doesn’t want to break his promised to Lee Min even so he knows what lies ahead.



“I won’t....I won’t give up!! Because I love you so much, I won’t. So please....open your eyes now...please.” – Ji Yong.


Yet, slowly he falls asleep.
And he is dream of being with Lee Min happily.



Ji Yong dream:


Ji Yong and Lee Min are somewhere on the meadow, shading under a huge tree.
Ji Yong who is resting his head as he laid it on Lee Min laps.
He looks at Lee Min face and smiles the smile of a little boy.
She giggles then slowly she moves her head closer to his.


Both of them kiss each others and that is when Ji Yong wakes up from his dream.
End of dream.



“GO LEE MIN!!” – Ji Yong, screaming Lee Min name when he waken up.


He looks at Lee Min that instant and she still isn’t moving at all.
Her eyes still shutting so close.


“Ah...I must be dreaming again.” – Ji Yong.


Ji Yong turns around and looks at Lee Min.
He throws a smile to her yet he is hoping to have a reply but it is just nothing.



How I wish time frozen when you was still with me.
But now...I am too late already.
Am I?
I don’t know anymore.
How I wish you was here beside me.
That is all I needed.
How much....I needed you....
But you....
Please....
Come back.

It is how much bitter it will be....
At the end, sweet always be there for the two of us.
Love...
Kwon Ji Yong.

Fourth elapse... –

8 months has passed... –


At YG Entertainment building’s... –


“Hey Ji Yong...have you meet my niece from Japan yet?” – Danny.
“Oh...hey hyeong. Eh, really? Who is it?” – Ji Yong.
“Sakura chan...Come here. Meet my friend; Kwon Ji Yong.” – Danny.


A petite girl steps up from behind Danny.
Wearing baby blue shirt, with pants up to her laps and wearing brown boots up to her thigh.
And she let her hairs go freely down her shoulder.


“Ah...” – Sakura, stun when she saw Ji Yong.
“I’m Kwon Ji Yong.” – Ji Yong, handing his hand out to Sakura.
“Well then, I leave the two of you together. Ji Yong, make sure to take good care of her. Or else, Ji Yong. You know what I meant by that.” – Danny, then he left like that.
“Eh...what?!! Danny hyeong!! You...!!” – Ji Yong. “Sigh...Danny hyeong. So then, Sakura chan. Where do you want to go first?”
“Ah....erm, anywhere. I don’t know much about Korea, but maybe you can guide me.” – Sakura.
“Sure. But first, we have to stop by at the hospital.” – Ji Yong. He saw Sakura confusion face and he chuckles. “No...I am not sick. I’m just going to visit someone.”
“Someone?” – Sakura.


Ji Yong just smiles then they are heading to the hospital.


At the hospital’s... –


As Ji Yong entering the room follows by Sakura from behind.
She didn’t know anything thus Ji Yong didn’t tell her about Lee Min.
He just walks forwards heading to where Lee Min is.
She is still at the same place, breathing her life.
It has been awhile that she is in a coma state and it has been awhile also Ji Yong been truly visiting her.
His love to her is so strong as ever.


“Hey...Lee Min-ah. How are you today? Ah...guess what? I met Danny hyeong niece from Japan and I brought her to meet you. Isn’t that great, Lee Min-ah?” – Ji Yong, holding her hand.
“I hope she wake up soon, Ji Yong.” – Sakura.
“Yes...that is what I have always wished for. I just hope....” – Ji Yong.



But still at what Ji Yong wishes for, it won’t be as expected as he thinks of.
Lee Min...She maybe wakes up tomorrow or by month or maybe by year.
Or maybe she will stay like that forever.



Winter has arrives.
And everyone is in a holiday mood.
Except for one person and that is Ji Yong.
He is never in a mood like before.
Yet he stays cheerful just like always. Or was it he just hide it?


“Hey Ji Yong....why are you so gloomy? Where is your holiday mood? Be happy....” – Sakura.
“Hey....no, I just don’t feel like it. Maybe I’m too exhausted.” – Ji Yong.
“......Oh yeah. Here, I bought you some warm scarf so that you won’t get cold.” – Sakura, put on the scarf she brought around Ji Yong’s neck.
“Ah....eh? What is this?” – Ji Yong.
“I made it. You like it, Ji Yong? I...just.....some say, if we made scarf by our own hand for the one we love, the love will be blooming. So that....” – Sakura, mutter.
“Oh...thanks, Sakura.” – Ji Yong.
“Is it horrible? I can make new one for you.” – Sakura.
“No....it is not. It’s lovely.” – Ji Yong. He saw the clock on the wall showing it is already 4:00 pm, so without wasting anymore time, he is about to head to the hospital. “I’m going now to visit Lee Min. Will you be alright here?”
“Alright....make sure take care of yourself. No, I am fine. Beside uncle Danny is here. So there is no need to be worry, Ji Yong. I will be fine.” – Sakura.
“Sure? Well then, alright. Take care of yourself as well.” – Ji Yong.


At the hospital’s... –


It is snowing and Ji Yong didn’t take any cab to the hospital.
He is rather to walk by feet.
By wearing boots, warm and thick jacket and inner clothes, he wear warm sweater and plus around his neck is the scarf that Sakura gave to him awhile ago.
He tucks in his both hands in the jacket pocket while the scarf covers around his mouth area.
So no one realize he is the G Dragon of the Big Bang.
As he is entering the hospital, he rubs off the excess snow off from him and continues moving to where Lee Min’s at.
When he is entering the Lee Min’s room, he saw someone standing in front of the window but Lee Min is no where to be found on the bed.
The person who stands in front of the window can feel that Ji Yong has arrived then he turn around.


“You are here...just as I thought.” – Dong Wook.
“Ah...you...” – Ji Yong.
“Yes...I am Go Lee Min older brother and she has been transmitted to other place far away for a better medical treatment. So there is no need for you to come everyday anymore.” – Dong Wook. Then off he goes like that and leaving Ji Yong’s behind like a frozen statue.
“Ah...wait.” – Ji Yong.
“There is no need for me to tell you anymore. The rest....move on, Ji Yong. No need for you to wait anymore. She won’t be coming back here. Believe me, I do what is the best and for the best you must move on with your life and your own future.” – Dong Wook.
“No...You are wrong!! She is my future. I must know where she is at now.” – Ji Yong.
“I’m sorry. There is nothing for me to tell you anymore.” – Dong Wook, continue moving.
“I......” – Ji Yong. “......Please...just come back.”



1 year later... –


“Hey GD!! Congratulation in your newest solo album. We can be much happier than ever.” – Young Bae.
“Ah...yes, thank you. But hey, I still am loyal to Big Bang. *Laughing* Don’t ever forgot that, hyeong.” – Ji Yong.
“Ah...you....” – Young Bae, laughing.
“Yes, GD....we are so happy for you.” – T.O.P.
“Let’s celebrate for our Kwon Leadah success.” – Dae Sung.
“Ah yes, hyeong. That’s mean....treating to your dongsaeng time.” – Seung Ri, laughing.
“Yah!! Maknae....don’t forget about your hyeong here.” – T.O.P.
“I wish Lee Min nuna was here.” – Seung Ri.


Everyone went silent when Lee Min’s name was been mention.
Especially Ji Yong as his expression changes.
But he tries to smiles wanting to make everyone know he is alright.


---


Meanwhile... –


“Morning....” – Dong Wook.
“....Op....pa.” – Lee Min, who still talks shuttering and a bit slow. She just woke up from coma and still some part of her memory has frozen and didn’t remember some part.
“How are you today?” – Dong Wook.
“.....I....” – Lee Min.
“It’s alright. There is no need for you to talk much for now. You are still under recovering, so don’t force yourself, dongsaeng.” – Dong Wook, pushing the wheelchair which Lee Min is on it.
“.....Oppa.....I....want....to.....meet.....Ji....Yong.” – Lee Min.


Dong Wook stop moving when he heard Lee Min mention Ji Yong’s name.
Even so after he tries to take her away from him, she still remembers Ji Yong even so after all these times.


“Are you sure dongsaeng.....you want to return back to Korea? Don’t you like it here?” – Dong Wook.
“.....Oppa....please.....I.....want....to....meet.....Ji Yong.....Please.....I.....need.....to.....see.....him.” – Lee Min.
“..........Alright. We’ll return to Korea. Just for you, dongsaeng. As long as this makes you happy, then oppa will be happier.” – Dong Wook.



Back at Korea... –


“Achooo...” – Ji Yong, sneezing.
“Are you alright, Ji yong? It seems you have a cold there.” – Dae Sung.
“No...I’m alright. I think someone must have mentioned my name. Don’t worry, Dae Sungie.” – Ji Yong.
“Sure? Really? Alright then, if you say so like that.” – Dae Sung.
“Hey...isn’t today is the day Sakura going to be here? Are you going to the airport now, Ji Yong?” – Dae Sung.
“Ah...yes. I am about to go now. So later, alright?” – Ji Yong.



At the airport’s... –


Ji Yong who is just arrives at the airport directly rush to the waiting area and wait for Sakura flight to arrive.
He looks at the screen and locates the Japan flight and it will be depart 30 minutes from now.
Ji Yong with his disguise, slowly walk to where the benches are and sits like the other normal citizens who is now also waiting just like him.
He acts like nothing and blend in with the others.


30 minutes later... –

It is time and Sakura will be coming.
Ji Yong slowly standing up and cannot wait for her to show up.
But something happen when Sakura come out from the terminal is Dong Wook and Lee Min which, both of them are in the same flight as Sakura.
He is pushing the wheelchair where Lee Min is on it out of the terminal.
Ji Yong is astonished when he sees something that he is really unexpected.
When Sakura is approaching him and greeted him, he only can see Lee Min from his eyes.


“Lee Min......” – Ji Yong.
“Ji Yong....? Are....you alright? You....” – Sakura, he look at the same direction as Ji Yong is and she saw Lee Min and Dong Wook. “...........Ji yong....”


Ji Yong didn’t want to lose of their sight, so he directly runs towards them.
But then he cannot move when Sakura grabs his hand, forbid him to go.
Ji Yong pulls his hand away from him and run off to where Lee Min and Dong Wook is at.


“Lee Min!!! Lee Min!!” – Ji Yong.


When Dong wook heard someone scream Lee Min name, he stops and look behind and saw Ji Yong run towards them.
He is so shock to see Ji Yong is at the same place as he and Lee Min are.


“You....” – Dong Wook.
“Lee Min....” – Ji Yong. Dong Wook turn the wheelchair around so that Lee Min can see Ji Yong.
“Dongsaeng....Ji Yong is here....” – Dong Wook.
“.....Ji....Yong....?” – Lee Min, confuse.
“Lee Min-ah....it is me, Ji Yong. It’s me, Ji Yong....don’t you remember me?” – Ji Yong.
“.....Op....pa....When....can....I.....meet.....Ji Yong....?” – Lee Min.
“But....Ji Yong is here. He is right in front of you, dongsaeng.” – Dong Wook.


Lee Min looks at Ji Yong with confusion.
It seems that she only remember his name and not the whole.
Lee Min still doesn’t know who is standing in front of her and keep on saying wanting to meet Ji Yong.
Ji Yong himself falls in confusion.


“.....Oppa.....can....we....go....now?.....I.....cannot....wait.....to.....meet....Ji....Yong...” – Lee Min.
“Ah......But.....” – Dong Wook, don’t know what to do anymore. He looks at Ji Yong, who is so sad. He feels so pity looking at him like that. “I see my dongsaeng still trying to recall back her memory. Please, just be patience. Even if this takes lots of time, I try to make her remember back again.”
“.....I understand.” – Ji Yong.
“Don’t give up....that is not like you, Ji Yong if you do so.” – Dong Wook.



I love you so....
I love you so....
My memory stays with you...
Even if you cannot remember about me anymore...
I won’t give up.
I won’t....

‘Till endless...
You are mine...
Love...
Kwon Ji Yong.
Always and Forever.

Final elapse... –


“Hey GD!! Someone wanted you to have this.” – ???, as he gives a card to Ji Yong.
“Hey...Thanks...” – Ji Yong. Slowly he opens the card and was he surprise.
“Hey hyeong.... Hmm, what is that?!!” – Seung Ri, who just come with Young Bae.
“Hey Ji....what is wrong? You look pale.” – Young Bae.


Without saying anything to Seung Ri and Young Bae, he just rush to the location.
Seung Ri and Young Bae left with curiosity and confusion.
When Ji yong arrives at the location, lots of people are there wearing such formal clothes.
He had the feeling this will be the end of it.
He rushes to where the bride’s room is at wanting to see the one he is longing for.
Everyone saw him as the infamous G Dragon of the Big Bang and shocked because of such stars came to the hotel of someone wedding.
Eyes are on him and lots of talking behind him.



Inside the bride’s room... –

No one was inside the room thus only one person.
She is not on a wheelchair anymore and wearing such beautiful white gown.
Her hair all curly and a princess bride tiara to be added, wearing such beautiful pearl necklace and a matching pearl earrings.
Ji Yong looks at her with such stun in his face in how beautiful the bride is.
Slowly Ji Yong walks forwards and stops 10 feet away from the bride.
She heard footsteps and slowly turns around.
A surprise in her face to see Ji Yong stand not far from where she is standing.


“.....Ji.....Yong......?” – Lee Min.
“Lee Min-ah....” – Ji Yong.


Outside the bride room can be hear Dong Wook voice who is ordering the worker.
And when he is about to enter the bride’s room, he change his mind when he heard Ji Yong voice.
He just smiles and orders the worker for not to enter the bride’s room.


“Finally you came....” – Dong Wook.


“But....why?” – Ji Yong.
“........Who....are.....you.....?” – Lee Min.
“It’s me, Kwon Ji Yong. You.....don’t remember me?” – Ji Yong.
“.......Ji.....Yong....?” – Lee Min.



Lee Min p.o.v:
Ji....Yong?
Is....that him?
Why.....couldn’t I remember.....him?
How.....could I not.....remember....him?
If....that is Ji....Yong....then I would have.....remembered it.
I......
End of p.o.v.



Ji Yong p.o.v:
Why isn’t she remembers about me?
Was it because her memory......
I must make her remember me....
I.....


I quickly grab her hand and take her away with me.
I used the way that no one would have realizes.
I don’t want her to married someone beside me.
Because without her....what my life is be with?!!


“Yah...where are you taking my dongsaeng?” – Dong Wook.
Ah.....
I slowly turn around and saw Dong Wook behind me.
Is he.....going to stop me?
If so....I didn’t care about him or anyone anymore.
Now or never.
“Yah!! Ji Yong-ah....where are you taking my dongsaeng?” – Dong Wook.
“Dong Wook.....I don’t care. I won’t let her married someone else.”
“Well if you say so like that....I have no choice but to agree with my dongsaeng.” – Dong Wook.
“I.....Ji.....” – Lee Min, nodded.
“But if you used that way, everyone would notice and make havoc. Here take my car.” – Dong Wook.
Ah...I just can’t believe that Dong Wook is giving me his car key.
I take it and bow to him.
He just smiles.
“You better take good care of my dongsaeng or I’ll hunt you forever, Ji Yong.” – Dong Wook, yet he smiles even though say like that.
By using his car, I drove back to my apartment.
I hope after this, our love will be endlessly.
Forever.....
End of p.o.v.




At Ji Yong’s place... –


“Lee Min-ah....you remember this place?” – Ji Yong. Lee Min looks around observing the place.
“...........” – Lee Min. She walks to the window and look to the outside from where she is standing.
“Will you....please always be mine?” – Ji Yong, standing next to her.
“Ji Yong.....Of course. Why wouldn’t I? That is the promised we both made...” – Lee Min. She remembers all of sudden. Miracle?
“Ah...you remember!!” – Ji Yong, directly hugging Lee Min.
“Of course, you silly Dragon.” – Lee Min.
“I’m so happy....you make me worried.” – Ji Yong.
“Ji Yong-ah.....I’m sorry.” – Lee Min.
“No....please don’t....I’m just glad you are alright now.” – Ji Yong.



“Will you marry me, Go Lee Min?” – Ji yong, proposing Lee Min.
“Of course, yes, Ji Yong.” – Lee Min.

You are My Heaven....




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JunJ ---
July 07th of 2009.

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