The Secret in Me... Tears

Episode 1





[A/N] : This color is Hyun Hae




Early morning... –


As Hyun Hae about to go to somewhere, she looks to the left and right with precaution.
Her expressions look worried and gloomy.
When the case is clear, she starts to move.
At first it just fine but not until minutes later when she got surprise jump from Ji Yong.


“Do you seriously think you can hide from me?” – Ji Yong.
“Why do you think like that?” – Hyun Hae.
“What seriously make you think I don’t know, eii?” – Ji Yong.
“Why are you so concern?” – Hyun Hae.
“I promised already...” – Ji Yong.
“Go disturb other Hyun Hae and play with them. I seriously don’t want too...!!” – Hyun Hae.
“The only Hyun Hae I am going to disturb is Kim Hyun Hae; only sister of Kim Hyun Joong.” – Ji Yong.
“Then go find other Kim Hyun Hae whose brother is Kim Hyun Joong.” – Hyun Hae.
“Are you fooling around? Because I don’t think so I found it amusing.” – Ji Yong.
“Do you think I’m a joker?!!” – Hyun Hae. “I’m not laughing here.”
“You are so stubborn, aren’t you?” – Ji Yong.
“I don’t want to play with a child, so leave. Beside, I’m busy with my college project. Goodbye.” – Hyun Hae, walking so fast wanting to leave Ji Yong as soon as possible.


“Where are you going? I’m coming...” – Ji Yong, catching up with Hyun Hae but she is ignoring him.
“Go away....” – Hyun Hae.
“Why?” – Ji Yong.
“Just go...” – Hyun Hae.
“Why?” – Ji Yong.
“Why do you have to ask lots of irritated question?!! Go...leave...goodbye!!” – Hyun Hae.
“Why can’t I? I have the rights to ask.” – Ji Yong.
“You’re so irritated.” – Hyun Hae.
“Hey, do you think I want to be here?!!” – Ji Yong.
“As you mention million times; it’s a promised. I heard it for the first million times.” – Hyun Hae.
“Then you know it’s my job.” – Ji Yong.
“Look...!! If you are forcing yourself, don’t do it. Do at what you like to do and not by forcing yourself. Is that hard?!!” – Hyun Hae.
“............” – Ji Yong, didn’t know what to say.
“So you know that, then goodbye.” – Hyun Hae.


“When your brother told me that you are someone that easily cries, I directly promised him of........” – Ji Yong, didn’t continue his sentences.
“............” – Hyun Hae, suddenly drops her stuff. She’s frozen for a minute then after, she run off to somewhere without bother to pick her stuff.
“Yah...Hyun Hae!!” – Ji Yong.



Hyun Hae run and run until she arrives at the park.
She stop running and directly fall sitting near the lake.
Tears flowing down her cheeks as she cannot hold it.



“Why?
Isn’t this....the whole of my life; was not enough for him to torture me?
It hurt so much.
It aches on the heart.
Why? Why does oppa want me to live when he was not here anymore?
Everyone loves him but not me?!!
Why does he have to go instead of me?!!


As long as I am still alive, the pain will never end.
Until I died, will it be over by then?
I want to die....
What the use of living....for me?”



“Hey....I catch up with you as fast as I can....” – Ji Yong, just arrives minutes later. “I brought your stuff along...”


When he comes, he saw Hyun Hae lying on the ground.
In panic, he run towards her and checking her up.


“OII!!” – Ji Yong. When he already close distant with Hyun Hae, she raise her head little bit and look at Ji Yong. He felt a little relief that she is alright.
“How....did you found me here?” – Hyun Hae.
“Was it hard to look for you?” – Ji Yong.
“To other people, that is....” – Hyun Hae. “Why are you here?”
“Aish, I cannot be here?” – Ji Yong, sits next to Hyun Hae but by facing her.
“No...Cannot!! This place is the only place for me to soothe myself. No one can be here except me myself. So please, leave now.” – Hyun Hae, still lying on the grass.
“Please...Ji Yong. I don’t want anyone to be here. I want to be alone.” – Hyun Hae, tears start to flow down her cheeks.
“Stop crying...this what makes you weak.” –Ji Yong.


Slowly Hyun Hae closes her eyes thus her tears keep on flowing down her cheeks.
She is ignoring at what Ji Yong say to him.
But then seconds later after that, she open her eyes when Ji Yong moves above her.
Again, he is making Hyun Hae shocks.


“What are you doing? Get off me!!” – Hyun Hae, who is staring at Ji Yong who is just above him.
“I will stop if you stop crying.” – Ji Yong.
“Why do you......” – Hyun Hae, couldn’t finish her sentence when Ji Yong covers her mouth with his hand.
“What did I just say? Stop crying then everything will be settling.” – Ji Yong. Hyun Hae shakes her head.


Hyun Hae moves her right hand but then Ji Yong grab it and lock it down to the ground.
Only her left hand is free. Slowly she moves her left hand towards Ji Yong face.
When she touches his face, Ji Yong suddenly feel week as his grasp slowly losing up.
He doesn’t have the heart to be so harsh on Hyun Hae anymore, slowly he’s moving away from her.


“I always cry....it’s my problem.” – Hyun Hae, wiping her tears up.
“Aish, that’s why you are one troublesome person.” – Ji Yong.
“Then, why are you still here?” – Hyun Hae.


Ji Yong become silent for minutes long, then suddenly he turn around and point his finger straight at Hyun Hae face.


“Eii, that is because you are a TROUBLE MATTER person!! That’s why...” – Ji Yong.
“What is with that?” – Hyun Hae. “Why are you all of sudden changes? You are so bizarre....”
“As much as bizarre I am, you are always the trouble one!!” – Ji Yong.
“You are so evil. I don’t know why oppa be friend with you.” – Hyun Hae.
“As long as I am not a cry baby.” – Ji Yong.
“You are so evil.” – Hyun Hae.



On the way home... –

Both of them didn’t say anything else and giving each other cold shoulders.


“Thank you.” – Hyun Hae, breaking the silent treatment.
“Ehh?!!” – Ji Yong, confuse.
“For today.” – Hyun Hae. “......I never had any talk with someone since oppa left. He is the only one who wiling to talk to me. And....everyone else, only know oppa and not his little sister.”
“Aish, as I told you earlier, that’s because you are troublesome.” – Ji Yong. “.....But....even so if I ranting this, I wouldn’t get anything, would I?”
“Well, we’re here now. I’m going....inside now.” – Hyun Hae. But just before she goes inside, she turns her head around and Ji Yong still there giving a smirk. “ Ji Yong-ahh, there is no need to watch me anymore. The promised, just end it. I want to be alone.”
“Ehh?” – Ji Yong. Hyun Hae smile at him so insipid.



12:00 am... –

Hyun Hae, lying on the bed while staring to the ceiling.
She just keeps on staring waiting for her to fall asleep but it seems she couldn’t fall asleep.
Slowly she stand sitting.


“..........” – Hyun Hae, silent, as she look to the outside view. “.......Full moon.......”


Suddenly, Hyun Hae cell phone ring making her so curious to know how call her around midnight.


“Eii, why is he calling me at this time of hour?” – Hyun Hae, quickly she picks it up. “Ji Yong-ahh....”
“Look down below...” – Ji Yong. Hyun Hae quickly looks out the window and saw Ji Yong waving at her in front of the house. He is smirking at her.
“What are you doing here?” – Hyun Hae. She looks at him as he gives a signal to her. Without wasting anymore time, he climbs up the house until he reaches her window.
“Yo...” – Ji Yong. When Hyun Hae saw him just right in front of her, she starts to tear up. He nearly falls out of the window when he see her crying. “Oishh...why are you crying again? Beside, you nearly made me fall there with this crying so sudden.”
“Because....you came here. Why?” – Hyun Hae.
“Was it a matter of me to come here to cry for?” – Ji Yong. “......Well, I want to see you whether you alright or not. But now, I can see you are not; crying again, eii?”


Ji Yong look around then he hope inside.
He stretch his body and throwing his body at Hyun Hae’s bed and pretend to fall asleep.


“Ahh....eii, Ji Yongie!! You cannot do that?!! Now, where am I going to sleep?” – Hyun Hae, pulling Ji Yong away from the bed but he is too heavy for her to lift.
“......Ahh, I’m sleepy....” – Ji Yong, he turn his head slowly and grin at Hyun Hae. Quickly he grabs her hand and pulls her to the bed. “Don’t move. Just stay there.”
“Ji Yong-ahh!!” – Hyun Hae.
“Stop crying....” – Ji Yong, whisper tone.
“........How can I not stop if you still here?” – Hyun Hae.
“Wasn’t that’s the point for me to come here so that you couldn’t cry anymore?” – Ji Yong.
“......I told you to leave me already, aren’t I?” – Hyun Hae.
“Denied!!” – Ji Yong.
“............” – Hyun Hae.



7:00 am... –


Morning strike as both of them falls asleep on the same room.
When Hyun Hae wakes up, Ji Yong still hasn’t let go off her hand.
She slowly wakes him up as she shakes his body.


“Ji Yongie-ahh, wake up...or else I am going to be late for my class.” – Hyun Hae, rubbing her eyes with her other hand.
“.....Hmm.....” – Ji Yong, grumpy tone.
“Ji Yongie-ahh, please....wake up.” – Hyun Hae.
“.....Hmm.....is it morning already?” – Ji Yong.
“.....Of course it is. Wake up, you need to go now. Seriously, you do...!!” – Hyun Hae.
“.....Aishhh, you are so troubles. No need to attend class, you are already wise enough.” – Ji Yong.
“Yah, Ji Yong-ahh, I don’t want to flunk my class and I don’t want to start that now.” –Hyun Hae.
“For what, actually? You already top everything, what else you want?” – Ji Yong.
“I need to graduate, that is all...” – Hyun Hae.
“Aish...no need.” – Ji Yong.
“Yah!! What am I even listening to you? You don’t know anything.” – Hyun Hae.


They keep on arguing even when Hyun Hae is on her way rushing to the college; Ji Yong is still trailing her up.
When she has arrives, she already too late where the gate already closed.
She sigh heavily feeling disappointed.


“I told you, there is no need. So, it is better for you to be head home, now.” – Ji Yong.
“Home? That is the least place I wanted to be. This is why I need to go to college so that I can be away from home rather than hearing those ranting about oppa.” – Hyun Hae.
“Eii.....you can stay with me...if there is no other choice.” – Ji Yong.
“No...That’s the least thing in a million year I would be at.” – Hyun Hae, walking away.
“Oishh, what did you just say?” – Ji Yong, catching up with Hyun Hae then he grab her arm – grasping it tight.
“Eii....stop it. You hurt me...” – Hyun Hae.
You are such troublesome. Come with me...!!” – Ji Yong, starts to drag Hyun Hae away from the college area to somewhere.



Somwhere... –


“Okay, sit!!” – Ji Yong.
“I’m not a dog, Ji Yong...” – Hyun Hae.
“Just........sit.” – Ji Yong, as he push down Hyun Hae to sit.
“Where are you going?” – Hyun Hae.
“Somewhere....just wait there.” – Ji Yong, then he off leaving Hyun Hae behind.
“..........” – Hyun Hae.


5 minute has passed by and Ji Yong still hasn’t return.
Hyun Hae waits with patience until he’s return.
While waits for Ji Yong, suddenly someone comes approaching Hyun Hae.


“Ahh...wait, Kim Hyun Hae?!! Ahh, I am not mistake, it’s really is Kim Hyun Hae.” – Shin Yong.
“Shin....Yong.....?” – Hyun Hae, her expression shocks when she see her past memory is just right in front of her.
“Hey, you look different from the last time we met; you look so........beautiful. Ahh...ha...how are you? It has been awhile.” – Shin Yong.
“.........” – Hyun Hae, stun.
“Sorry to say again, but the last time we met....it didn’t turn out well. How about we go again, soon?” – Shin Yong.
“No.....there is no other next time.” – Hyun Hae.


Just as Shin Yong about to say, two of her friends come approaching him.


“Hey, oppa....let’s go. What are you waiting for?” – Min Jung.
“Eii....you are so slow....what are you doing anyway? It is time to go. There is no time to waste here anymore...” – Young Bae.
“Wait a minute, will you?!!” – Shin Yong.
“Oii, is this the one you mention that have problem state?” – Min Jung.
“.........” – Young Bae.
“Ahh....” – Shin Yong.


Hearing at what Shin Yong friend has said about Hyun Hae, it was a big shock for her.
Her expression changes and Shin Yong didn’t do anything.
He just stood there like a frozen statue.


“That is not nice, Min Jung.” – Young Bae.


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