{ Ramadhan + Raya }

Hello watermelon people –
I don’t feel it anymore, I don’t.
Honestly, I don’t care anymore.
It’s a big deal for other peoples, but me? Just meh.
For other people, they might go crazy, but me? Just less crazy and less caring and more idling.
I don’t know why I am very interested about it a year ago?
Compare to both; my old fond stays longer than this. –Sighed–
And now, it started to come back to me.
All I wanted now are SuG, Heidi., UVERworld, Kra, SID, 12012, Kanon etc-etc (Baka!! I won’t list everything, it would just be a very endless one indeed) and yes, like I mentioned from my previous page, I have cleaned up my iTunes and I will re-clean em up again around somewhere tomorrow or so, before Tanglong night, kekeke.
Forgive me, but K-Music and the fandom slowly gone from me. I don’t know what the reason is is or was – but one of them is of course....yeah, I won’t tell, if that is you know already.
Hmm...I am even less excited about everything around the fandom – but favorite is still favorite, biased is still biased. It just I’m less rabid when it happened, jang jang jang.
Of course, it was true. Like what I have angrily said in the past, Big Bang should have their comeback ASAP or I’ll convert to other band, well it’s true. Except no converting to band but to J-Music, back again.
Well, actually not converting since I’m a J-Music girl myself, so I’ll just say; return back to my old home.
Even when I am still into K-Pop and so, J-Music is still a priority to me. Who am I if I neglected J-Music? It is so not me, beside; I am already in love with J-Music for so long before even Big Bang debuted around 2006.
I’m an otaku and I love everything about Japan. I even wanted to work in maid café in Japan one day – that is if I stay there and study in TGU there. ROBL, which it will never be happening ever.
I was planning to go to Kyung Hee University to take Digital in Graphic and ART course there, but I guess...would it be coming true? But it’s so hard breaking to leave Brunei when you’re going to be apart from them peoples you love. I don’t know, but hey, this was just a plan in the future. Forget about this, it wouldn’t be recognize here. It would just be a huge waste of time. Demo, it maybe has an advantage to it if I do as freelancer as part of the job? LOL, okay. Scratch everything. I just don’t know. Psh. I think I’m going off topic here, psh.
Where was I? Mmfh...
My mind just lost and the thing I want to write down – gone just like that.
But the point is!! I do no longer want to do with any K-Fandom. But still, I’ll download any albums that I am familiar with but it’s never a promise to myself I will put them into my iTunes – just into Saeng chan’s (my hard drive) to collect them all. Heh.
Big Bang, as much as I love you guys and the music, but I’m sorry I can’t anymore. It’s too long to wait for you and the comeback around August!! That’s the month I’ll be bloody busy and I do need a bloody rest!! It’s Ramadhan!! I’m not going to be around in front of the laptop and the net and whatsoever got to do with the laptop. I want to play game and yes, have fun without the laptop and so on – playing PS2, NDS, which it will be much fun. Oh yeah yeah yeah!! Then September; YES!! IT’S RAYA!! I’m excited!!
I could not wait to meet and see relatives around the month where Muslim going to celebrate 1 month fasting in Ramadhan. Yeah yeah yeah, RAYA IS LOVE!!
I bloody most hate people hating Raya!! So yeah you got exam on Raya, so what it got to do hating Raya? Dude, go hate your school for making your exam falls on Raya month.
Hello!! I also have class on Raya and I don’t go complaining hating Raya for making it stumbled with my class. Jeez, dkshadsajdhgsajdhsadas
It’s Raya you freaking LOONEY!! Grr.
I am so in love with Ramadhan and Raya – these two are my favorite month out of 12 months in a year. ahh, glory glory heavenly jjang!!
Know what best in Ramadhan? kekeke, I don’t know how to explain – but short term; no yokai around the night so you don’t have to be terribly scare by white sheet in the middle of 12AM. Not just ordinary white sheet, if you know what I meant.
And I don’t know why I am telling people about the errr....white sheet. *terrified*
The other things that best about Ramadhan is...well, there are lots to be excited!!
And I so love where you have to wake up around 3AM-4AM to have your breakfast starting and then around 6AM++ waiting for sungkai, OMGD!! It’s the best thing ever. I love the first day of Ramadhan where you get so excited for baduk to stats your sungkai. The lushness of breaking the fast, kekeke. OMGD, HONTO NI, KAKOI!! I could not wait for that moment. PLUS!! With lushness foods and ice cold drinks in front of you, man!! That is sooo good. Then you can like go to Ramadhan stall to buy food for later baduk, OMGD!! Glorious. I so will go to Berakas this year Ramadhan stall. It’s a must for every year!! I take that as my tradition every year.
2 last year okasan didn’t tag along, just me and otousan. Whilst last year, the whole family – five of us of course, went down to the stall and yes, I can say we bought lots. OMGD!! Yes, I even bought lemonade. I need to get it this year. And KEBAB!! Special Ramadhan sales – BND$3 for 2 I think and BND$5 for err, ehh I forgot. Or was it BND$5 for 3 kebabs? Ehh. I could not remember but yes, around like that. LOL, it was so much fun. Hope to do it again with the whole family. But, we never go there early month of Ramadhan, because it will be packing with lots of people.
Of course, it’s not just for Muslim, everyone is welcome, as long as do not eat in front of us before baduk starts, kekeke. Ahh, such greatness.
What else do I remember about it? LOL oh yes, every time at the end of Ramadhan, there will always be an announcement of when is Eid going to be, whether it’s the next day of the last Ramadhan month, or the next day after that. Both I and ototo chan always guessing which’s which. Sometimes, I don’t feels of wanting Raya to come so soon because I love fasting. LOL So I want it to be like delay one more day. LOL
When Raya come, the best day is the first day. Where we have to well, I don’t know what to say it in English but we would say it; “bejarah” and seeks for forgiveness. Yes, Raya is happy month, so is Ramadhan. And know what I love about Raya? Food, cakes, open house = food, going around Brunei from house to house to meet friend and relatives and so. Wee.
Of course, our first day is around my ojisan (otousan nii-san) then my grandma (which she lived at my old village) then my obasan (okasan nee-chan – also the same village as where my grandma lived) then well maybe we’ll head home after that. Who knows who will be coming to visit us, hohoho.
And the most part I don’t like is monthly visitor for women. LOL
When we have that, we can’t fast. Ahh, poop.
Anyway, I’m going to stop this, LOL my hands is killing me already. ROBL
And...!!
Oh yes, I have planned with kuma-kuma that we will going to Harajuku; Japan one day. Yes, it’s listed in what we wanted to do in the future.
Of course, them my important people – I am so going to drag them along. Bloody no way the both of us going to do alone. The less, it would not be much fun BUT!! The more, the merrier, yes?!! *nodded*
Oh right, I am so terribly right to give my tumblr nicked as “My dump” where it is now officially dead and is a dump!!
LOL
I felt less excited with tumblr now. –Sighed–
Stuff like this, I get too bored too easily. This is so just me.
Just look at my me2day and my formspring – it have been dead like...I don’t know when’s when. Psh, like I care that much since I less interested in it.
Yes, very sour. I’m not planning to clean up em site; I’ll let it be dusty.
I’m not even that interested anymore. LOL only when needed. Ahahaha.
I still love BlogSpot. This blog already aged around 2 years plus compare to tumblr which it’s like around weeks? Heh, I don’t know.
De’tymz – I can’t wait for later dinner with my most beloved capie. LOL
Then on the 25th which is tomorrow night, *coughed* we’ll going to bandar. Ahh, I could not wait to go to the city with my capie. My #01 capie, YAY YAY YAY!! *cheerleading shout*
*yawned* I’m so sleepy, psh.
Oh La La ~
I wonder whom I will be stumbling with on that night.
Jang jang jang...
Well, that’s all miina san.
I’m going now.
Ja ne ~
Now smiles, don’t keep that face frowning 24/7.
It’s not that healthy.

- Owner;
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