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Tuesday, 22 March 2011

{ MOD POST } March 22nd 2011 Post




{ March 22nd 2011 Post }








That’s Pikachu, from Nintendo’s Pokémon ;D
Pikachu’s adorable but he’s not my favourites one. My all times favourites are always the flame type Pokémon and of course none other than Cyndaquil.
Of course I loves other types too, it’s just Cyndaquil’s always the ones I adores so much ;DDD
I need to get myself a copy of Pokemon Black and White’s one *cries*
Anyone’s willing to buy me those? *cries*
I did not make that gif, the fact that I never make any gif before.





Hello watermelons –
*sipping tea* Ahh ~
I have very odd dream – well like always and my dream is no where normal, always end somewhere odd and beyond bizarre that I just can’t even D:
For many days, I have never think of him since the day he went to leave us whole family – I was mega devastated inside but outside, I looked like someone who’s care less of it when parents told me of it when I asked him where he was.
But today, not long ago when I was in the kitchen making the usual drink; hot milk tea where dad was surprised that the whole packet (it consisted of 30 packet in it) was gone like in no times and when I told him I drank more than three times a day, he was like, “oh no wonder.”
Okay back to the point, yes....out of all things, I remembered about him and this just made me sad.
Who I am talking about? Yes our house cat named Putih.







Yes, Putih has been gone forever since this year February or late January I think. I forgot and I did not listed down the date he went because I do not want to remember that date ever.
Putih was the kind of cat that was so pamper-ish type of cat and yes every morning, he will be inside the house playing around the living room here and there. He even likes our legs and feet so that he could rub his body and of course most of all, Putih loved to be on our body especially when someone rested on the floor or the sofa, he would come closer and sat on our body.
He was the only child of our three legged cat – things happened before when we’re still at our old house *giggled* – and I’d hope he gave birth to another babies again because we hope there will be another Putih. Putih was like a little child and he’s the only one that dad did not bothered to shoos off and dad even praised Putih how smart and wonderful Putih has been every time he came closer to dad and yes, dad always brushed Putih’s fur too. Putih; that magnificent old chap :”)
Dad even said Putih was one cat that’s kind of like human where he was once got scolded by mom, Putih became sulky and yeah, he was a good of an actor, LOL!!
Because Putih always disturbed mom’s house flower and he even once broke it and did it many times too. I could not help but to laughed when he was being scolded by mom. Silly cat, dearly...I missed you Putih.
Every morning, when I woke up as I came out from my room, whenever Putih heard of my door room, he will ran to me wanted for me to play with him. And even when I walked away circle around the living room, he will paced his steps and followed me – splendid Putih and I really missed that old times. Dad said Putih really loved me dearly *giggled* I’ll take that as compliment and he even said I am the second caretaker and mom the first and as much as I love cats, mom is the one that always picked the poor cats on the road or somewhere that was being abandon and brought them home and made our house their new home – and I told mom not to picked cat anymore because we already have like more than enough, oh mom. I just love mommy. And not that she picked all of the stray cats but mostly the little ones, well you know...kitties ;D
Mom the one that’s keener in taking care of cats rather than I do because I could not do that job well – or else I would be horrible master, you know D:
Putih too loved to sleep inside especially on the sofa, which was his favourites place to take a nap.
As I said above, Putih loved to follows me from behind so whenever I wanted to go to my room, he will still followed me and to escaped from him, I have to walked around the place until something distracted him then that was the perfect time for me to went back to my room. Dad said something about that too which directed to me but I could not remember what it was.


One day, when I went out of my room, Putih was no where seen around the living room so I presumed that he was outside playing somewhere around the house and when it was lunch time I have not asked about Putih yet until when we just finished our lunch, I asked mom and dad where Putih was and dad was like “Putih died.” and mom was like “he was sick in the morning and he died due to food poisoning.” Something like that mom said but yes. When they told me like that, my eyes was huge and inside I was like....speechless – I just do not know what to say at that time but I did ask why.
The day before he died, Putih do look a bit pale and week and dad was like sensed something was wrong with Putih too and mom assumed that Putih have not eaten anything. Before that, mom found out he was dirty so mom had to gave him a bath – he was kind of playing around at the house backyard, something like that.
The night before, a commotion outside my room where I heard my little brother’s loud voice saying something, so I went out of my room to check what it was all about and when I went out, my little brother was like shouting “Do not let him eat that frog!!” as he said to our gardener whom the one shoos the frog back outside the house with a broom I think.
Little brother was like gave me Putih whom was eager wanted to eat the frog, so I grabbed it and brought him away from the frog to the living room and when dad came out from the computer room, I was like, “Dad, Putih was going to eat that frog!!” not in a loud voice then dad was like in shocked, “But frog is poisonous, do not let him eat it.” so I was like, “Yeah dad, he did not eat it. Lil bro and gardener just shoos the frog away.” yeah something like that.
And so the next morning was the one I have mentioned above where he was all dirty and mom gave him another bath and he looked so pale and week and was the last time I held Putih :”(



I really missed Putih but he’s gone already. Putih, I hope you’re happy there with your fellows’ cat. I really misses you so much, we all are.



Anyway, let’s move on.



Earlier on twitter, I stumbled upon one of the great people in SCEA’s twitter which it was under one of the “Who to follow” on the right side of the Twitter sidebar. I was curious so I click on that person twitter and I kind of surprised he was one of the SCEA’s people ;D
He’s Jeff Rubenstein ;)
So I went to pay a visit at the Playstation site and when I scrolled down, the word “Career” caught my eyes. I clicked on it and I kind of interested in it.


There it’s stated;



Sony Computer Entertainment America has jobs at all levels for everyone from experienced professionals to fresh college grads. And if you're still in school, we've got internships and recruiting events aplenty.


If you love gaming and entertainment, then we think you'll fit in here. PlayStation® is growing and we've got room.





And the last part; “If you love gaming and entertainment, then we think you'll fit in here. PlayStation® is growing and we've got room.” makes me more desire of it.
So I check one by one and when I stumbled upon this one makes me more crave for it and out everything there, Art and Animation and as well as Game Designer caught my eyes more but I like the Art and Animation more. And I would love to be a professional animation one day and surpass everything.
If I do be given chances in this as a career for me, I so would love it and I really like my permanent career to be something involving in Digital Art and Graphics so that when doing this, I would not get bored or any thing like that. I of course want my career to be something I am interest in so that I would not regret of it.


But of course, even so...I wanted to have myself in Digital Art and Graphics first before anything and I wanted to tell dad I wanted to have this course for my future but I just do not know how to tell this to him plus if he do agrees, I still have a hard time to be away from parents if it’s outside Brunei – I am of course their little girl, you know :”(
How to tell, how to tell them...they do asked if I wanted to continue studying after Diploma but I do wish of not in Advance in IT :”(
I really likes if it is Digital Art and Graphics, maybe in Canberra or somewhere in England like Worcester? –sighed–
Oh well ~


Knowing that, there are lots of programs that really interest me, like making 3D graphics and so but yes I really wanted to master Photoshop which I am no where near that still I do some things of my own in Photoshop though.
Other than Photoshop, I wanted to learn all of these; 3ds Max, Maya, Softimage XSI, Blender, Houdini, Modo, and Zbrush. Mostly of them got to do with 3D graphics though, OHOHOH ~
–sighed–
I really want it, so desire of it very much.



Oh, not to forget I wanted to fluent in Japanese language as well and to improves my English – in speaking and grammar and so ;D

Oh...those lenses that could makes eyes bigger when one’s wearing it, I wonder if I wear them...I wonder how I looked like? Must be odd.


Just like the one below –






I woke up not long ago now I feels like wanting to go back to sleep and later I’ll be having lunch out with dear love.
I can not wait.
I am going back to sleep after finish this blabber post.
Well then...that’s that.



Ja ne ~







Now smiles, don’t keep that face frowning 24/7.
It’s not that healthy.







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