The Secret in Me... Elapse

Episode 4




“Yang Yu Min!!” – Seung Ri, calling BimBim full real name.
“!!!!!!!” – BimBim, she is so surprise that Seung Ri call her real name. She turns around and saw Ryu Lee and Seung Ri standing behind her.
“Yang Yu Min....” – Seung Ri.
“..........” – BimBim, she is still stunned.


Seung Ri didn’t waste anymore time and run towards BimBim.
Standing in front of BimBim looking so tired from all of the running, he breathes heavily.
In a fast move, he moves his right hand and BimBim quickly shut her eyes as she is so afraid that he will hit her.
In fact, he put his hand on the back of her head and pulls it towards him and hugs her.


“........!!!” – BimBim, shocks.
“Don’t even try to leave me, Yu Min.” – Seung Ri.
“Ah.....” – BimBim.
“I’m such slow one....now I know truly. Forgive me....” – Seung Ri.


Slowly he let go from hugging BimBim.
He looks at her face and smiles at her.
BimBim moves her left hand and touches Seung Ri cheek.


“I’m sorry....I love you, but I cannot be with you.” – BimBim.
“........Wha....what? I......I love you so much.....and whatever the world said, I don’t care. This is between you and me and I want to be the one that is always be your side....forever.” – Seung Ri. BimBim smiles and shake her head at the same time.
“I’m sorry....but we still can be friend, right?” – BimBim.



Since that day, seems that Seung Ri trying so hard and never did he give up even though BimBim rejected him that time.
But that is not the end of the two of them, they become so close with each others but BimBim always remembering herself that never to cross more than friends even though she love her so much....still, she cannot do it.
She know what best for the both of them and that is for not to be across the distant.
She knows how hurt and pain it was, but she still so close with him yet so far away.
Seung Ri know how much BimBim doesn’t want more than a friend, yet he never give up to show her in how much he loves her....in how much he wanted to be together, yet....it is just it.
Nothing can change unless both have mutual feelings.
His heart aches when he saw her with other man, but he cannot force her to do so.



Year has passed when both of them have been best friend yet they never cross the relationship more than just friend.
Yet both of them didn’t know; their love starts to fall apart when BimBim slowly has someone special in her life.
And that someone special is not him....yet he still loves him.
But will her love as strong as ever?


On the day of the new year of BimBim birthday, she is meeting with someone, who she considers her love of the life.
Yet, Seung Ri has already promised to BimBim that he wants to spend time celebrating her birthday with each others.
Seung Ri stay all day long on his off day which is on the same day as BimBim birthday.
He waited for her which both of them has promised already, yet she still hasn’t arrives.


“...........” – Seung Ri.
“Seung Ri-ah....Are you still waiting for BimBim?” – Ji Yong.
“Hmm...Yes of course. It is her birthday today, and we do promise each others. So yes, I am waiting for her until she comes.” – Seung Ri.
“But....she won’t be coming here because it is already late. I think it is better for us to go home now.” – Ji Yong.
“No....you go ahead first hyeong. I’ll wait for her. I believe she will come.” – Seung Ri.
“Are you sure? Don’t you think....BimBim is celebrating it with her....namja?” – Ji Yong.
“I don’t care....I will still!!” – Seung Ri.
“............Well then, I’ll wait as well. I won’t let you wait for dongsaeng alone.” – Ji Yong.



Meanwhile... –


“Ah...you are late!! I have been waiting for you for hours long already. Why are you late?” – BimBim, as she standing in front of him while holding a box which inside is her birthday cake. “I even bought the cake myself...in hoping to eat it with you...together.”
“Ah...I’m sorry. I was hectic with my UNI work. I’m sorry.” – ???
“But Ji Hae....” – BimBim.
“Forgive me, Yu Min....I didn’t mean to leave you here by yourself. It was just.....too hectic.” – Ji Hae.
“............But....I....” – BimBim. Ji Hae then look at his watch and it is already late.
“Let’s spend time tomorrow then, alright?” – Ji Hae.
“No.........there will be no tomorrow. I have waited here for so long and now when you already here, now you are just going to leave like that? No....I couldn’t stand it anymore. You are..........you just wasted my time.” – BimBim, her anger has reached boiling point.
“Wha....What?!! What do you mean by that?!! Are you saying we are over now? Is that it? Yang Yu Min!! Say it isn’t so....” – Ji Hae.
“Yes....you have done this many times already!! I have been patience with you and now the limit has crossed the line!! ITS OVER!!” – BimBim, walks off and leaves Ji Hae just like that.


Even when Ji Hae calls her name many times and wanted her back, she ignores it completely.
With the cake box she is still holding with her left hand, she didn’t even get the chance to eat it with him.
She walk to the park and sits on an empty bench as she put the box aside.


She raises her head to the starry sky at night.
Lots of stars appear and it shines the dark with its sparkles.
She reaches her right hand to the sky trying to reach the stars.



BimBim p.o.v:
Park Hyul....if you were just here with me...
I miss you Park Hyul....how much I wanted to be with you up there right now.
It hurt so much, Park Hyul-ah...and for me to tell my heartache, you were the only one who would listens to it with full ears.
Why...........why was it that I always in this situation.
How cold it is.....as I can’t feel it anymore....my heart ache so much, Park Hyul.
Why does he always have to do to hurt me so much....every time?!!
My heart dies now....I don’t want anyone to love me or love them anymore.
I know....but....
I want to die now....
End of p.o.v.



Slowly BimBim standing up and walk while the cake she left behind.
Walking by herself at the park, suddenly she bumps into someone.
She falls down to the ground after got hit by the one that stands in front of her.


“Ah!! There you are BimBim...” – Seung Hyun.
“Seung Hyun oppa?!!” – BimBim, as she look above and it is Seung Hyun.
“We have been looking all over for you and do you know that Seung Ri have been waiting for you to celebrate your birthday? He is with your Ji Yong oppa at the usual place.” – Seung Hyun, squatting down in front of BimBim with one knee touching the ground.
“.........” – BimBim, tears flows down on her cheeks.
“Hey....what is wrong?” – Seung Hyun, gentle tone as he wipes her tears away.
“..........” – BimBim, won’t say anything. Seung Hyun couldn’t bear to see, and he hugs her directly.
“Why are you crying, Yu Min? I miss your smiles, I miss your laughter. And it is pain for me to see you like this....” – Seung Hyun.


Slowly he let go of her and put his hands on her shoulders.
He glares at her eyes so deep and brush down her hairs with his palm from upper ‘till down.
Seung Hyun then slowly moves his head closer to BimBim face.
He put his thumb on her lips for a second.


“How much you meant to us....but now, it is you let’s go home. Everyone is worried about you. Even Seung Ri.” – Seung Hyun.
“.............” – BimBim, standing up by the help of Seung Hyun.


When they have arrives at the place where Seung Ri and Ji Yong is at, Seung Ri is so angry at her.
But he just pat her head but he still didn’t smile or show happiness in his face.
Then Young Bae approaches BimBim and grabs her hand and drags her to where the cake is at.
They surprise her with the cake they brought for her and she is really did surprise.
From afar, Seung Ri just watch BimBim movement, from surprise reaction to happy one.


“Hey....are you still holding onto her?” – Dae Sung.
“Yes....until whenever, she will be the one for me. Even though now I realizes that between us slowly fall apart. But I am here trying to proof everything is going to change.” – Seung Ri.
“I know what you mean, Seung Ri. I understand your priority.” – Dae Sung.
“Soon....” – Seung Ri, whispering to himself.


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