The Secret in Me... Elapse

Episode 5




Winter... –


BimBim is on her way to the school while rubbing her hands together.
Yet she didn’t use any thick gloves, instead she just slipped in on her bag.
She is breathing hardly every time cold season come.


“Ah...Winter....then after this, New Year will be coming soon. And a new fill year will be here.” – BimBim, talking to herself.


Just as BimBim sighed, someone from behind who is in disguise, in a very fast move run towards her and stands in front of her and blocking her way.
When she moves to the left, he follows her. And when she moves again to the right, same thing he moved to the right as well.
BimBim is getting angry and hit the person in front of her and she hit his right leg.
He quickly jumped in pain after got kicked by BimBim then falls to the ground sitting.


“Yah!! Why in the world you do that, BimBim? Do you hate me so much?!!” – Seung Ri.
“Eh? Seung Ri? Ah!! Why are you.....What are you doing here?!! You even put on some disguises...” – BimBim, who is squatting down on the ground in front of Seung Ri.
“Yah!! Of course it is me...who else...” – Seung Ri.
“I thought you are someone who stalked girl.” – BimBim.
“I am so not!! Why would I be some stalker? More importantly, why would I be stalking some girl? That is so inappropriate and so is not me.” – Seung Ri.
“Yah!! That was because you keep on following me. When I moved to the left, you do the same as well and vice versa.” – BimBim.
“You should have asked me....and now; I have one leg that is in pain.” – Seung Ri, rubbing his right leg.
“Ah...I’m sorry, Seung Ri.” – BimBim.
“Whatever...forgets it...” – Seung Ri.


He saw BimBim hand without wearing her gloves.
He quickly holds her hands and he can feel it is frozen cold.
He looks up at BimBim with his worried expression on his face.
BimBim quickly take her hands away from Seung Ri and standing up.


“I’m going now. Seung Ri-ah, you should just go back to YG’s....all of them must be waiting for you.” – BimBim.
“No...I’m not going back. I’m having my off day today, and so are Ji Yong hyeong and the others.” – Seung Ri.
“Well then, you just go...wherever you want. I’m off to school now, it’s already getting late.” – BimBim.
“Alright then, just remember to wear your gloves.” – Seung Ri, just standing there and didn’t do anything.


BimBim turn around and saw Seung Ri’s smiling to her.
She feels so curious why he is smiling like that and didn’t bother to stops her.
She quickly turns back around and run towards him.
She moves her hand and put it on his forehead.


“Are you sick, Seung Ri? You are acting so weird...” – BimBim.
“I think...it is you who are sick, BimBim. Because.........you didn’t wear your gloves and just let your hands freezing cold.” – Seung Ri.
“No...I am not....” – BimBim.
“Are you sure?” – Seung Ri.
“Ah!! Wait...it is me who asked you first...Do not try to avoid it, Seung Ri.” – BimBim.
“I’m not, BimBim....why don’t you believe me?” – Seung Ri.
“Because.........you are Lee Sung Hyun. I know you much, and there is something up that you are hiding from me.” – BimBim.
“No...I am not hiding something from you.” – Seung Ri. BimBim raise one of her shoulder and look so curious at him.
“Alright, fine then if you say like that.” – BimBim, turn around and start moving and leave Seung Ri behind.
“Fine...I lied....I hide something from you.” – Seung Ri.


BimBim suddenly stop moving when she heard at what Seung Ri just said.
She didn’t move....she didn’t turn around....she just stand like a frozen statue.
She can hear footstep coming closer but she didn’t bother enough to turn around to see.


“Are you angry at me because I lied? At what I see at your reaction now, you are....” – Seung Ri.
“...........” – BimBim.
“I know you are angry at me, but just look at what I am hiding from you...” – Seung Ri, which he is holding something on his hand and only now is for him to wait for BimBim reaction.
“...........” – BimBim.
“Here....” – Seung Ri, as he handed out a box to BimBim. “It is an early present from me to you. I hope you won’t go complain on me saying you don’t want it and cannot accept it.”
“.........As you have said, here....I cannot accept it, Seung Ri. It is too.....” – BimBim.
“See, that is what I meant by. Accept it, BimBim...just this once.” – Seung Ri.
“.........No!! You can give it to someone else which more worth than me.” – BimBim, so stubborn.
“Why?!! Why...may I ask? Why don’t you want it?” – Seung Ri.
“Because....that is just it.” – BimBim, runs off.
“Aish....now, she runs away.... And now, I have to catch her back.” – Seung Ri.



Meanwhile... –


“Where is Seung Ri?” – Ji yong.
“He’s already gone off early. He said, he wanted to meet our dongsaeng...wanting to give something to her....” – Dae Sung.
“Eh? Something? What do you think will it be?” – Young Bae.
“Hmm...It is must be something that huge....” – Ji Yong.
“No...It is just an early Christmas present he wanted her to have.” – Seung Hyun.
“Eh....what? Why? Why does he want to give her such early time? Christmas isn’t yet coming up.....in more than like couple of weeks from now. Today is only 12th of December.” – Dae Sung.
“Wait!! By what Seung Hyun hyeong means by early Christmas present....don’t say it is supposed to be..........” – Young Bae, didn’t finish his sentence.
“TODAY IS SEUNG RI BIRTHDAY!!” – All of them except Seung Hyun.
“Ah....you guys said it correctly!!” – Seung Hyun, grinning.



“Today....it’s the 12th of December...hmmm....” – BimBim, thinking at the same time walking to school while she raises her head to the sky and her finger on her chin. “Hmm....I just couldn’t remember.....something up is today, hmm...”


Out of sudden she stops moving.
She turns back around and head to the nearest bakery cake store.
She buys two slice of cake and rush to look for Seung Ri.



BimBim p.o.v:
Yes, I just remember what today is...
How can I forget today is 12th of December.
No wonder he is acting so weird.
I am such a foolish person.
I didn’t go to school instead I bought these two slices of cake which it is Baby favorite.
I have made a mistake, I should apologize to him.
I hope he is not angry at me for treating him badly.


I run around the place where he always goes but he is not there.
Ahhh...where is he at?!!
End of p.o.v.



Seung Ri p.o.v:
I just come out from the store to buy myself some painkiller when I saw Yu Min run around the place.
Eh...what is she holding?
And who is she looking for?
Must be someone else....beside, she didn’t even remember.
So what should I care at who she is searching for.
Should I?
Or....am I....jealous?
Should I just walk towards her and ask her?
Eh wait...she saw me.
Huh? Why is she running towards me?


“Seung Ri-ah!! There you are.....I have been looking all over for you. Finally, I found you...” – BimBim.
Me? Seriously? She was looking for me all of these times?
Eh? Why is she not at school?
“Yah!! Are you skipping school, BimBim?”
“Ah....that is not the point anymore. What matter is now that....today is your birthday....” – BimBim.
“Eh? You remember? Okay, so not count anymore. You should have remembered the second I show up awhile ago.”
“I’m sorry....please forgives me?” – BimBim.
“I’m going home....and you!! Go to school even though you are very late already.”
“Ah...no....but I have bought you....two slices of cake already.” – BimBim.
I turn around and plan just to head home.
“Just go to school, BimBim...”


“Sigh...so, who is it will be going to eat these cake? It is such a waste though to let it like this.” – BimBim.
Huh? Cake?
“Eh?”
“..............” – BimBim.
She just looks at me while holding the cake.
I turn the other way to avoid the thing that I really want the cake.
“........Erm...do you want?” – BimBim.
“........Just....gives it to other people...”
“Are you sure?” – BimBim.
I turn around hesitates....for a second, then when I turn around my head, she is still there.
“Seung Ri-ah, just say yes. I know you want to eat it.” – BimBim.
“.......I did not say that, BimBim. Okay, fine, go to school now.”
“.......Maybe Seung Hyun oppa want some.” – BimBim.
What?!! Did she just say....Seung Hyun oppa?
“What?!! Why do you want to gives to him?”
“Because....You don’t want it, Seung Ri. I don’t want it to go waste....” – BimBim.
“.........Can I have some?”
She smiles and walk towards me.
“What? Why are you smiling like that?”
“Seung Ri-ah....” – BimBim.
“Hmmm....?”
I turn to her and look at her as she is standing beside me.
She slips her left hand and wraps it around my arm.
“Happy Birthday...” – BimBim.
I smiles and pat her left hand.
“Thank you......”


“BimBim....”
I start to break the silent.
She looks up at me with curiosity and wondering in her thoughts.
“Thank you....”
She starts to giggles.
“Thank you? For what Seung Ri?” – BimBim.
“For this....”
As I move my face closer to her while holding her chin raise up and kiss her.
“You know I always love you? But I believe, our will going to be fall apart.”
“........I’m sorry.” – BimBim.
“I hate it when you say like that.”
End of p.o.v.



“...........Seung Ri-ah...” – BimBim.
“No...I don’t want to listen if it is something else.” – Seung Ri, turn away to the opposite side from BimBim.
“Listen Seung Ri....” – BimBim.
“..........” – Seung Ri, ignoring BimBim.
“Ahh...well then if you don’t want to turn around....I’ll just say it here. I really love you....but I can’t.” – BimBim.
“Ahh....that is just an excuses coming from you, BimBim.” – Seung Ri.
“No....Seung Ri-ah...I’m moving away to Japan.” – BimBim.
“What?!! Are you serious?!!” – Seung Ri.


BimBim just nodded and everything went silent.


3 days later... –
At the Korean International Airport’s.... –


“It is time for me to leave, my oppa...” – BimBim.
“Don’t you want to wait for Seung Ri?” – Young Bae.
“I wish to do so....but, it is my last called. If I’m not yet in there, I might miss my flight.” – BimBim.
“..........Can it be like....for a minute more?” – Ji Yong.
“Ah...Ji Yong oppa, I’m going to miss you so much....” – BimBim, hugging Ji Yong directly.
“Relax, dongsaeng...if not, I’ll be suffocate from your tight hugged.” – Ji Yong.
“I’m sorry oppa, it is just that I am going to misses all of you after this.” – BimBim.
“Eii, how about us? No hugs for your oppa, eh dongsaeng?” – Young Bae, speaking up. BimBim chuckles and hugs Young Bae after that.
“Of course I have, oppa...” – BimBim, hugging Young Bae.


After she hugs Young Bae, she hugs Seung Hyun and Dae Sung before she left the airport for Japan.
5 minutes later, Seung Ri came and he is already too late when BimBim is already in the plane.
Seung Ri even brought something for BimBim, but he is already too late to gives to her.


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3 years later:
At the Korean International Airport’s... –


“Ah...there she is...Yu Min!!” – Ryu Lee.
“Hey...oppa...” – BimBim, who just arrived back to Korea from Japan.
“How are you?” – Ryu Lee.
“Kind of tired actually, oppa...from all of that sitting in the plane...” – BimBim.
“Wait....no hugs for oppa?” – Ryu Lee.
“*chuckles* of course there is.” – BimBim, hugging Ryu Lee. “I missed you oppa, so much.”
“Of course...I am your only oppa, it is a must you missed me.” – Ryu Lee, laughing.
“How are my other oppa’s, Ryu Lee oppa?” – BimBim.
“They are still perfectly alive...without you, it is. That is a huge record, wasn’t it?” – Ryu Lee, laughing.
“Aish oppa!! That is so not nice of you talking like that about them, oppa.” – BimBim.
“Seriously, dongsaeng....they are doing fine. And all of them are getting great. You should see it for yourself, Yu Min.” – Ryu Lee.
“I cannot wait to see them again, oppa. Can we go see them now?” – BimBim, eager tone.
“Ah...no wait. Here, there is something for you...” – Ryu Lee, as he taking out something from his bag.
“Hmmm...? What is it, oppa?” – BimBim.
“Here....it is a ticket to their concert...” – Ryu Lee.
“It’s....tomorrow....” – BimBim.


Ryu Lee just smiling after he gave the Big Bang concert ticket to BimBim.
And the concert will going to be held tomorrow and she return just in time for the concert.



The next day... –
At Yang’s place... –
In Yu Min’s room... –


“Eii....you ready or not? We are going to be late if we don’t go now.” – Ryu Lee.
“I know...oppa. But yes, you know...it is their concert.” – BimBim.
“Eh...you mean, have to be in style for their concert? Yah dongsaeng....Don’t turn into a fan girls, Yu Min. You know them well, so there is no need to be....ehem, in style.” – Ryu Lee.
“Yah!! What are you talking about?!! Can’t I wear what I want to wear?” – BimBim, chocking her waist in front of Ryu Lee who is sitting on her bed with legs folded.
“Chill....I’m just teasing you, dongsaeng.” – Ryu Lee, laughing.
“Alright....I’m done. Let’s go, oppa...” – BimBim.



When they have arrives there at the concert venue, lots of people who attends the concert has come and they are standing up with light stick with the crown shape on their hands.
As just like any other peoples who comes to attend, Ryu Lee and BimBim gives their ticket to the guards.
After got approves, both of them go to their section; at the BBVIP area.


“Eii...okay, wait a minute!!” – BimBim.
“Huh? What is wrong, dongsaeng?” – Ryu Lee.
“I almost forgot!! Couldn’t we just get it here for free instead of having the ticket? Beside, you got the BBVIP one that is like......” – BimBim.
“*laughing* I just want to try, that is all.” – Ryu Lee.


BimBim gives sharp stare at Ryu Lee and shake her head after that.
As the concert is starting, the boys slowly one by one coming out to the stage.
Everyone is screaming their lungs out and raises the board with their name of it, some uses bandanas.
Everyone is so excited and they are for sure cannot wait for them to start their performances.
Three songs they have sings and after that they are having a break and Ji Yong will be going to do his solo.
Meanwhile, the others are resting for a short time and after Ji Yong has done with his solo...which it will be going to be 2 songs.


“That is one great performance and the audiences are heated up.” – Dae Sung, wiping the sweat off with a towel then one of the make up artist re-do his make up.
“Yes, it is...but hey, we will be going to have lots of singing and performance to do.” – Young Bae.
“Hmm....Ji Yong is doing great with This Love now.” – Seung Ri.
“Erm....are all of you realize something?” – Seung Hyun.
“What is it?!!” – Dae Sung.
“If it is not my eyes that is playing...if I am not wrong...........” – Seung Hyun.
“...........Hey, don’t make us kill our mind. Tell us, hyeong...” – Seung Ri.
“I saw........her.” – Seung Hyun.
“Seriously?!! Are you sure?” – Young Bae.
“I think...yes, Seung Hyun eyes are not lying. I saw her as well.” – Dae Sung.


After heard at what Seung Hyun just said, Seung Ri standing up all of sudden and rush out to look for BimBim.


Meanwhile... –


“I need to go to the washroom for awhile, oppa....” – BimBim.
“You want me to go with you?” – Ryu Lee.
“No....you just stay here, oppa. I’ll be back in a minute.” – BimBim.


On her way to the washroom, she saw someone not far from where she is standing; ahead of her is someone who is in a rush.
BimBim didn’t want to bother enough to know, so she just move forward and go to her destination; washroom.
But before she can go to the washroom, someone is hugging her.


“Eii?!!” – BimBim, stuns.
“You have returned...” – Seung Ri.
“Seung Ri?” – BimBim, she looks at Seung Ri and she can’t believe how much he has changed already. “Is that you? You look....completely different.”
“Yes, it is me...still the same as before.” – Seung Ri, combing BimBim front hair to the side. “Ah...I almost forgot.”
“Seung Ri-ah....” – BimBim.


Slowly Seung Ri take out something from his pocket then he take BimBim hand out and out it on her palm.
He smiles when she looks at the gift she just got from him.
She looks up at Seung Ri’s face and still couldn’t believe at what he gave to her.


“Don’t say anything...please, accept it.” – Seung Ri, he closes her hand.
“............” – BimBim.
“Yang Yu Min-ahh....can you now, accept me? I love you before and I love you now. I will always love you.” – Seung Ri, touching both of BimBim cheeks. She slowly smiles.
“Even...if I run far away, you will still always catch me up. Even if I hide from you, you still can know where I am hiding.” – BimBim.
“Even if you have been gone for so long, I will always find you and waits for you no matter what.” – Seung Ri.




Because of my heart and yours connect as one.
Because of what I say....I will always love you.
No matter what....
Forever...until my last breathe....

End –
July 11th of 2009.
By: YJiVIP @ BBVIP.net

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