Past of the future....

Part 1



“I miss you...”



Past life:


“So what is up with Young Bae nowadays?” – Dae Sung.
“Is he had a fight with his fiancée again?” – Ji Yong.
“Ahn Hee is also the same....why are they had to be such stubborn couple?” – Seung Hyun.
“Sigh....the two of them, honestly, should grow up and stop being so immature...” – Seung Ri.
“Come on guys, he got problem but we are here being such nagger old people. Why should we nag about this instead we should help him. Seriously....he need some support from us. If not us, then who else would it be.” – Ji Yong.
“We know that, Ji Yong. We aware of that, but hey...he also need to be honest to himself as well.” – Seung Hyun.


From out of no where, Young Bae enters the room and all of them become quiet and stare at him.
He is with “what are you guys looking at? Do not involve me in whatsoever you guys are doing after this...” face.
He seems to ignore all of them and his expressions is so cold and pale making the others worried.


“Young Bae-ahh...Are you alright?” – Dae Sung, step up from behind.
“........” – Young Bae, cold shoulder. He just looks at him and left the room without saying anything.
“Yah...guys. Is he alright? I’m worried.” – Dae Sung.
“............I hope so he will be alright. Let’s just wait for him to tell us....” – Seung Ri.



At the hospital’s... –


“Morning Young Bae. Are you here for Ahn Hee?” – Staff1.
“Ah....hey, Bael Hyun. Yes, is she awake already?” – Young Bae.
“Yes, she is right in her room. Go ahead; I’m sure she misses you, Young Bae-ahh.” – Bael Hyun, walk away after that and Young Bae continue walking.


When he has arrives, slowly he enter the room and the one he is visiting is right on the bed, stand sitting enjoying her breakfast.
Young Bae smiles when he saw her with her happy face.
He walks forwards and pats her head gently before he sit down.


“Morning Ahn Hee...” – Young Bae.
“*chuckles* morning to you too, Bae.” – Ahn Hee.
“How is your breakfast?” – Young Bae.
“Erm....it’s alright.” – Ahn Hee.
“Ahh....” – Young Bae, suddenly becomes quiet.
“.....Young Bae-ahh....” – Ahn Hee, hesitates tone.
“..........” – Young Bae.
“Bae-ahh, are you mad at me?” – Ahn Hee.
“.......No, but in the other hand, yes.” – Young Bae.
“..........” – Ahn Hee.
“Why don’t you tell me? I was really worried about you.” – Young Bae.
“.........I’m sorry.” – Ahn Hee.
“What did the doctor said?” – Young Bae.
“..........” – Ahn Hee, it is so hard for her to tell him.
“...........What did the doctor said?!!” – Young Bae.
“.........” – Ahn Hee.


Slowly, it becomes so silent until Young Bae left the place leaving Ahn Hee alone by herself.
Young Bae return home with disappointed on his face.
At the same time, when he throws himself to the sofa, Ji Yong show up and sits next to him.


“Hey...something is the matter? It looks like your mind is not focusing...” – Ji Yong.
“Ahh....no, it is nothing Ji Yong. I’m alright.” – Young Bae.
“Eii, it doesn’t seem like that.” – Ji Yong.
“Sigh....no, nothing really.” – Young Bae. Slowly he standing up and stretches himself up. “I’m off to bed. It is late already.”
“Alright, you have your rest now. I’ll be out and I don’t think so I’ll be coming home tonight.” – Ji Yong.
“Eh...where are you going to?” – Young Bae.
“At the usual place as always; the Club. Beside, the others already are waiting for me there except Seung Ri, who is out with his lovers.” – Ji Yong.
“You guys such player especially the young one. Butt me out of this and if anything happen, don’t call me because I’ll be switching my cell phone off.” – Young Bae.
“Hey...like as if...because you are already hooked, that doesn’t mean you can’t have fun. I’m just saying Young Bae – “Too fast to live, too young to die.” That is my motto, remember that.” – Ji Yong.
“Yah!! Whatever....just go now. I need my beauty sleep.” – Young Bae, laughing as he heading to his room.



At the club... –


“Where is he? He is late again....urghh, thay typical Ji Yong.” – Seung Hyun, getting impatience.
“Hey...Hey...!! Relax, will you? He will be here any minutes now. Just relax hyeong.” – Dae Sung.
“Ahh, damn it!! If he is late, you are treating me tonight, Dae Sung!!” – Seung Hyun, crack up.
“Oii, why me? Why would it have to be at the end, eh?” – Dae Sung.
“That is because, there only group here are us. Seung Ri who are I don’t know where in the world he is – with his girls or whatsoever – and Young Bae who is too busy with Ahn Hee and DARN IT Ji Yong is late!!” – Seung Hyun.
“Hey hyeong...I heard you mention my name? Are you cursing me?!!” – Ji Yong, who is just arrives at the place.
“Arghh, you...!! Darn it!!” – Seung Hyun, throw candies at Ji Yong.
“Hey....watch it!! This is brand new FYI!!” – Ji Yong.
“Whatever....!! You just can buy new one you filthy rich!!” – Seung Hyun.
“Hey...what is up with him? Did you give hyeong some high sugar drinks again, Dae Sung?” – Ji Yong.
“Oh you know him....he can be like this when he is being impatience. So hey, what make you late ei?” – Dae Sung.
“Oh....no, Young Bae. He returns home just the minute I was about to left the house.” – Ji Yong.
“Eh...I thought he is with Ahn Hee at this time of hour. What makes him come home late...?!!” – Dae Sung.


Ji Yong just raises his shoulders then he snaps his finger and by automatically the club waitress comes approaches him wanting to take his order.
Meanwhile back at home, Young Bae seems trouble in getting to shut his eyes.
His mind troubles him and has millions of question in why his fiancée doesn’t want to tell him.


“Is she hiding something from me? Is she? Darn it!! I cannot sleep like this.” – Young Bae, rolling around his bed while talking to himself.


His mind for sure really troubles him.
But at what he didn’t know is at the hospital, Ahn Hee is sitting in front of the window starring at the sky which is full with stars as it sparkles the night.


“*breathe heavily* ...........” – Ahn Hee.
“Are you still awake?” – Seung Ri.
“Hmmm...?” – Ahn Hee, turn around when he saw Seung Ri standing behind him.
“Why are you not in bed?” – Seung Ri.
“Seung Ri-ahh....what are you doing here? You suppose to be out there having fun with the others.” – Ahn Hee.
“Hey...I maybe out there with other girls, but I will never let my beloved cousin be alone here...especially when my future in law suppose to be here. You.......didn’t tell him yet, am I right?” – Seung Ri.
“.........” – Ahn Hee, smiling so insipid.
“How can you not tell him yet, Ahn Hee?” – Seung Ri.
“.........I can’t. I don’t want him to pity me. Beside, lately we got into fight and quarrels lots. I don’t think so, this engagement.....” – Ahn Hee.
“Hey, don’t say like that. Tell him sooner, alright?” – Seung Ri.
“.......I don’t know, Seung Ri...I....” – Ahn Hee. Slowly Seung Ri approaches Ahn Hee and hugs her directly.
“It’s going to be alright.” – Seung Ri.
“No....it won’t be, Seung Ri....It’s already............” – Ahn Hee, didn’t finish his sentence.
“..........Ahn Hee?” – Seung Ri.


He look down to Ahn Hee and bloods coming out from her nose as it’s staining his clothes.
He shakes her yet she didn’t open her eyes or moving.
He quickly calls the doctor and Ahn Hee is immediately taken to the emergency room.
With the blood stain still on his clothes, he is waiting outside the emergency room until the operation has done.
Few minutes later, Young Bae arrives and he looks so panic and chaos up.


“Bae...!!” – Seung Ri.
“How is Ahn Hee...?!! Is she alright?!! What is wrong with her, Seung Ri?!!” – Young Bae.
“..............” – Seung Ri, couldn’t say anything.
“Seung Ri, tell me. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER?!!” – Young Bae.
“........Ahn Hee....She got....brain tumor.” – Seung Ri, couldn’t bear to see Young Bae face.



The next day, it is so gloomy.
Seung Ri, who is standing in front of the bed where Ahn Hee used to be, there will never be the day after this for her.
He looks so cold and insipid, pale and exhausted.


“Seung Ri-ahh, all of us is waiting for you.” – Ji Yong, standing not far from him.
“..........” – Seung Ri.
“........Seung Ri....I know how you felt, but.........” – Ji Yong.
“.....Why does she have to go, Ji Yong?” – Seung Ri.
“...........” – Ji Yong, who is nearly cry.


“Have you seen, Young Bae?” – Dae Sung.
“No...I haven’t since this morning. Have you?” – Seung Hyun.
“Same to me...I didn’t see him as well. That is why I’m looking for him.” – Dae Sung.
“Don’t tell me....” – Seung Hyun. “Urghhh!! That stupid boy!!”
“Hey....what is wrong?” – Ji Yong, show up with Seung Ri behind him.
“Young Bae!! I have the feelings he is going to do something...” – Dae Sung.
“Are you joking? He is not that stupid enough to do such thing, Dae Sung.” – Ji Yong.
“If it involves, Ahn Hee...he will do anything.” – Dae Sung.
“No. Even if it’s so....he wouldn’t be doing that. He is too smart to do such thing.” – Ji Yong.
“I just hope, Ji Yong...” – Dae Sung.



Somewhere... –


As he is leaning his body to his sport car, he is wondering to the clear sky.
He just thought in a blank mind.
His mind.....


“..........” – Young Bae.


Then suddenly he remembers something from the past when they used to be together.
Back then, they were so happy.



Flashback:
“Bae-ahh....Bae-ahh....” – Ahn Hee.
“Hmm...?” – Young Bae, pretends didn’t hear anything.
“Bae-ahh...” – Ahn Hee, shaking Young Bae shoulders.
“*laughing* Ahn Hee-ahh....” – Young Bae.
“Yah...don’t laugh, Bae...” – Ahn Hee.
“What is wrong, Ahn Hee?” – Young Bae.
“Let’s go eat, Bae....I’m hungry.” – Ahn Hee.
“Ahh, can we just like.....stay here for a bit longer?” – Young Bae.
“Bae-ahh!! I’m hungry...” – Ahn Hee, standing up as she chokes her waist. Young Bae pulls her down towards her.
“Just stay here....with me. Don’t go anywhere....just, be with me.” – Young Bae.
“BAE!! I’m hungry....” – Ahn Hee.


Young Bae starts to laugh and lean a bit to the back and raises his head up.
He smiles looking to the clear sky.
Then she turns his head around looking at Ahn Hee and smiles to her.


“Bae-ahh...” – Ahn Hee.
“Ahn Hee-ahh....do you love me?” – Young Bae, he touches her chins and raises it up a bit high.
“Of course I do love you...but now.....” – Ahn Hee, didn’t finish her sentences when Young Bae moves his face closer to her and kisses her lips.
“Thank you...so much. I really need you in my life, Ahn Hee.” – Young Bae, smiling. Both of their foreheads touch each others.
End of flashback.




“...........how much I need you, but why do you have to leave me, Ahn Hee?!!” – Young Bae, driving so fast likes a maniac.


It looks like Young Bae didn’t care what limit the car will gives as long as he can drives as fast as he wanted too.
Tears flow down through his cheek, slowly he close his eyes while the car still moving fast.
He doesn’t care what happen next....




CRASH!!!


“Do not do this....”
“Live long...”

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