The Secret in Me... Reprise

Episode 1





[A/N] : This color is Seung Hyun thought of mind
This color is Yun Park thought of mind




“As much fragile as I am, I never want to burden anyone because of my flaw.
I hate myself because of this I mostly cannot do much now and in the future.
My future as its everyday and for life has it been set already.
I can see it already and I know how I will be in the future.
It is really troublesome but for me, I’ll try to live it.
Its so pain but nothing else I can do but just wait for my time to stop ticking.
I know it won’t be long anymore.
Soon.......” – Yun Park.



“YUN PARK!! YUN PARK!! WAKE UP, PLEASE WAKE UP...” – Ahn Lee voice, as she shouting Yun Park name.


“Why can I hear her voice yet I cannot reach her?” – Yun Park.


“YUN PARK!! PLEASE.....PLEASE WAKE UP!!” – Ahn Lee.


“Ahh...it so noisy, why can she just let me rest?
Why can anyone just let me alone?” – Yun Park.


“Hey, what is wrong here?” – ???
“Ahh....my friend, my friend, she faint out just now. I...I....” – Ahn Lee.
“Then quick, let’s bring her to the hospital!!” – ???


“Why? Why is everyone so concern? If I can tell them that there is no need for them to worry about me anymore, I really wanted to tell them how much I need them to stop worrying about my matter.” – Yun Park.



At the hospital... -


“Is your friend alright?” – ???, the one that responsible in bringing Yun Park to the Hospital.
“...........” – Ahn Lee, didn’t say anything. Slowly, she turns her head towards the person that brought Yun Park to the Hospital.
“Sorry if I minding.” – ???
“Thank you so much for helping me out.” – Ahn Lee.
“Don’t worry about it.” – ???
“If I may ask, why you helped us out? Even though you didn’t know us that well.” – Ahn Lee.
“If there is people in need, there is nothing much to do but to help him or her out.” – ???
“..........Thank you so much. Can I know what your name is? What shall I call you?” – Ahn Lee.
“Seung Hyun....you can call me Seung Hyun.” – Seung Hyun.



Couple of hours later.... -



Yun Park p.o.v:
“Where am I?
When I wake up just now, everything....the surrounding, it’s different.
No, wait...it’s not different, this place is very familiar.
NO!! Don’t tell me I am here, AGAIN!!”
I quickly wake up and step out from the bed.
Just as I was about to run off out the room, I stop when I saw Ahn Lee and this guy, they are talking with each other.
Who is he? Does Ahn Lee know him? A friend?
I don’t care, as long as I can get out of this prisoner.
End of p.o.v.



Ahn Lee p.o.v:
This person....
Does he know Yun Park?
Why is he so concern?
End of p.o.v.



“Well then, I think it’s time for me to go now. My friends are waiting for me.” – Seung Hyun.
She nodded and after I say goodbye to her, as I walk pass by her friend ward room, the door is lie open widely.
I stop moving and I take a peek into the room.
Hmm, why is it so empty?

“Is anything wrong?” – Ahn Lee.
“Is the door supposed to be wide open?” – Seung Hyun.
“Ehh, what?” – Ahn Lee, she starts to panic and rush towards me. “Ahh!! No, not again.”
“Was this....happen always?” – Seung Hyun.
Again?

“No, not always, but every time she is in this situation, this situation, she will run off just like that without saying anything. She hates to be here even though she supposed to be here. But she never wanted to stay here. She wants nothing got to do with holding her life back.” – Ahn Lee.
I....I got to find her.

“I’m sorry, I must go now.” – Seung Hyun.
“Ehh....?!!” – Ahn Lee.



Somewhere.... -


“Aish, what troublesome....” – Yun Park. She starts to cough.


Suddenly, it happens, when Yun Park start to shut her eyes all of sudden and falling down to the ground.
But before she can hit the ground, someone catch her from got herself hurt.


“I got you!!” – Seung Hyun.
I saved her just in time before she hit the ground.
She will lose lots of blood if her head hit the ground.
I don’t want that to happen to her.


“Hey, are you alright?!!” – Seung Hyun, as he try to wake Yun Park up, but no respond. He starts to stand up while carry her on the thigh and start moving forward.


Couple of minutes later, he arrives to somewhere where the place only he know.
Not even his friends know about this.
Entering the house, he quickly walks into his room then put Yun Park on his bed.
Slowly, he pulls up the blanket and put it on her.



She keeps on falling down, isn’t she?
But now, I am here with her, I won’t let her hurt herself, ever again.
What I am saying even so it is beyond control, but I realizes even though I know who I am to her, I still will wanting to take care of her.
I want to erase her loneliness, sorrow and gloomy.
I want to make her happy.
If she is happy, then I will be happier.
I have made up my mind since before that I don’t care at what people going to say, that will never going to stop me ever.


I wait and wait for her to wake up, but until now she still in an unconscious state.
I don’t care; I will wait for her until she wakes up.



2:00 am... -


“Ahh....” – Yun Park.



Yun Park p.o.v:
“Ahh....”
Where am I?
When I wake up, I found myself in this.........place.
Where is this? Where am I? Who......
I slowly stand sitting and rub my head.
I turn around my head and I’m surprise to see him, the same person that Ahn Lee talked to earlier.
What is he doing? Why is here?
Don’t tell me I am at his place?!!
“EHH!!”
“Ahh....ehh!! You awake...!!” - Seung Hyun, as he directly hugs me but then I push him off quickly.
“Wha...?!!”
“Ahh, I’m sorry....” – Seung Hyun.
“I’m sorry but who are you? And why are you bringing me here?!!”
Who is he?!! What is his purpose in doing this?!!
“I’m the one who brought you here....you was fainted and I came just in time to save you before you can hurt yourself.” – Seung Hyun.
It happens again....I really don’t like this happen often. Why? Why is this have to happen to me?
“.........I got to go now.”
I step away from the bed but before I can stand on the floor, he moves so fast approaching me.
Did he just run from where he was towards me?!!
How can he be moving that fast?!!
“Wait, no!! You can’t...” – Seung Hyun.
I can’t?!! Does he want me to stay here?
“Why.....is that?”
I raise my head above looking at him.
Slowly he lowers his body to the same level as me.
“Don’t go....” – Seung Hyun.
“Question, if I shall ask; why do you wanting me to stay?!!”
“.............” – Seung Hyun.
Why is he being so silent?
“Oppa.....can you.....answer my question?”
“.......BECAUSE......I.......” – Seung Hyun.
I stare at him as he keeps on looking to the floor. He looks so worried.
Am I the one who made him like that? But....why me? Again, why chooses me?
Slowly I move my hand toward his face and touch his right cheek.
“......I don’t know why, but why....for reason, why is it that you’re choosing me? I am someone that is nothing, nothing special within me. But still, why chooses me?!!”
“..........” – Seung Hyun.
I slowly turn his head around facing towards me yet his eyes aren’t looking at me.
Is he trying to avoid eye contact with me?!!
“Look, oppa....you don’t know me...and I don’t know you, but.........I don’t know what to do anymore. There is no place that is right for me to go. Even I go there; it is not the right one for me.”
“......Why do you say like that?!! Just stay here, stay with me.” – Seung Hyun.
I smile at him as I shake my head.
“I cannot, oppa. I really cannot. I’m not belonging here and I am not belonging at anywhere. I always want to go somewhere where I can be alone. But apparently that place....never exist, maybe....just only.....in my own world. Because of my own world has never existed neither, then.........”
I start to standing up but before I can, he already did and stand in front of me.
I look above at him, again yet he looks at me so serious.


“I don’t care if you still say no, but I need you to be here – stay here with me. It is my life and I want you to be in it. Even this action I’ve done right now is too fast forward, but that is not a matter of issue. What important is now.” – Seung Hyun.
“..........”
I start to stand up, but I fail when suddenly my surrounding turn black.
It happens again.
“YUN PARK!!” – Seung Hyun.
Ahh, I can still hear his voice, thank goodness.
End of p.o.v.



“YUN PARK!!” – Seung Hyun.
No, not again!! This is the third time she has falls unconscious today.
I quickly shake her body, yet no respond.
I better not wake her up and let her rest up.
I’ll just wait for her tomorrow. *pulling the blanket up and put it on Yun Park*



The next day... –
7:30 pm... –


Ahh, its morning already?!!
Wait a minute!!?



Seung Hyun p.o.v:
It’s morning already and when I wake up, why do I feel like I am on my bed?!!
Hell no!! Don’t say that.........
I quickly step away from the bed in a rush making me to fall down to the floor and making a big thump noise.
“OUCH!!”
Mahn, this is what I get for being in such a rush.
Now see, I got pain.
Urghhh, what a bad morning I had.


“Hmm...Was the noise coming from you oppa?!! I just heard like someone fall to the floor, so I’d check it out and I found it was you.” – Yun Park.
Ahh, ahh, Yun Park!! She is still here.
Thank goodness she is.
I got in a rushed for nothing, for being worried that she left my place.
And now, Yun Park, who is just right in front of me, wearing short pants and oversize cloth which belong to me.
It looks like pajamas when she wears it.
But she still looks so pretty in it.
“Yun Park-ahh!! Yun Park-ahh!! Thank goodness you are still here. I was so worried.”
I quickly standing up and approach her.
“Of course I am, why should I be leaving? Beside, I hate people who promised to other yet they break it themselves. But no, I am not like them even though I am who I am and I know myself.” – Yun Park.
She has high spirited and always looks ahead. Sometimes, I can see myself relates to her in my eyes making me.......slowly, falls for her.
“Yun Park-ahh....”
“Yes, oppa? Do you want anything? Do you want to have breakfast? I can make something for you.” – Yun Park.
“No....it’s alright. I just want to say.....thank you for not leaving this place....and me.”
She smiles and didn’t say anything after that, but that is not a matter because as long as I can see a smile on her face, that’s what all of worth to me.
But.......I want to tell her something about me.
I just hope, she still want to stay here and be around me....beside me.
That is all I wanted...
For her to accept me for who I am, even though I know everyone will be going to say it is impossible.
But what impossible is for them to not to try it and it is possible for me because it is me who holding my won life and not them.
They already have their own to mind off.


Just as I was about to say something to her, she walk off heading to the kitchen.
I follow her from behind, maybe I can ask something at her in the kitchen.
“Yun Park-ahh....can I ask you something?!!”
“Sure, what is it, oppa?” – Yun Park
“Well....let’s just assume that I am someone who you think it is much unexpected, will you still be beside me?”
“Are you a stalker?!!” – Yun Park.
“Ahh, no...”
“Murderer?” – Yun Park.
“Ahh, same, I’m not.”
“Then....yes, of course I will be there for you. Promise is a promised.” – Yun Park.
End of p.o.v.




Promise is a promised. Never to break it because if you do, you will never get the same chances like before.
So try to hold in on. Even so it’s hard but never gives up.


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