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Thursday, 6 August 2009

The Secret in Me... Reprise




Episode 2





[A/N] : This color is Seung Hyun thought of mind
This color is Yun Park thought of mind




“Yun Park....let’s go to the concert this Saturday.” – Ahn Lee, who is sitting on the desk while crossing her legs in front of Yun Park desk.
“Ahn Lee-ahh, you should get off the desk or else the teacher busted you.” – Yun Park, talking to Ahn Lee while writing a note without looking at Ahn Lee.
“Aish, Yun Park...this is normal, so don’t mind me.” – Ahn Lee.


Yun Park suddenly stops writing and put her pen down. She looks up at Ahn Lee with serious look.
She shakes her head then continue writing back again.
Ahn Lee surprise that Yun Park didn’t say anything at all but just gives a stare at her.


“Ehh, are you feeling alright, Yun Park? Usually you will lecture me and so. But how bizarre that it is not happen today...I mean, right now.” – Ahn Lee.
“What the use actually, you will never learn anything Ahn Lee. So, I might not do it anymore.” – Yun Park.
“Ehh?!!” – Ahn Lee, quickly, steps down on the floor and walk towards Yun Park. “Tell me what happen? Is there something wrong? What happen? Because I know there is something that troubling your mind.”
“Nothing...” – Yun Park.
“You are hiding something from me, I know that for sure.” – Ahn Lee.
“No, I don’t hide anything.” – Yun Park. “For now...”


Ahn Lee stares with curiousity at Yun Park. It seems that she know Yun Park is hiding something from him.
But she never gets the answer from Yun Park.



After School... –


Yun Park standing near the school gate waiting for someone to pick her up.
She is waiting patiently until everyone has left.


“...........” – Yun Park, staring to the ground. “Where is he? He promised.”


30 minutes later, a sound of motorcycle slowly is getting closer, yet Yun Park still staring to the ground.
She didn’t bother to look up until the motorcycle stop beside her.
The motorcycle rider slowly takes off his helmet, showing his face but people weren’t around to see.


“Yun Park-ahh, I’m sorry to come here late to take you home.” – Seung Hyun. Slowly Yun Park raises her head.
“...........” – Yun Park.
By the look of that, she must be so angry at me that I picked her up late.
I should apologize to her but I also have commitment towards the boys.
I should tell her, should I now?


“Yun Park-ahh, I’m sorry, please forgives me.” – Seung Hyun. She shakes her head and walk towards him.


He gives an extra helmet to Yun Park for her to wear.
Slowly she put on the helmet and he just smiles watching her.
Little did they know, there is someone watching not far from where they are at.


“Hey....do you see at what I see?!!” – Girl1.
“Ahh, that’s Yun Park.” – Girl2.
“Not her, HIM!!” – Girl 1, pointing to Seung Hyun. “That is T.O.P of the Big Bang. I know for sure, that is him. There is no other that looks like him and I’m 100% completely sure I am not mistaken.”
“AHH!! You are right!! That is him!!” – Girl 2. “Darn!! How did she get to be that close with him?!!”
“More important, how did they know each other?!! T.O.P never says he is dating anyone currently, but what I see, he is now!! Mahn, this makes me so angry!!” – Girl 1.
“Wait until tomorrow; she will get it from us!!” – Girl 2.


“Ready, Yun Park?” – Seung Hyun. Yun Park just nodded as she sits behind Seung Hyun on the motorcycle while she wraps her hand around him. He smiles then off they left the school for home.


On the way home, Seung Hyun drives so fast making Yun Park to tight her hand, afraid that she would fall down from the motorcycle while it is still running.
When they have arrives home – at Seung Hyun private apartment, Yun Park is still scare that she hasn’t let go of her hand.
That is the first time she ride on a motorcycle and what luck that the driver drives like there is no tomorrow.


“We’re home, Yun Park.” – Seung Hyun.
“..........” – Yun Park, quiet and didn’t move at all.
“Yun Park? Hey, are you there?” – Seung Hyun, starts to get worried. Slowly he turns around and she didn’t move at all.
“.............Oppa....I’m scared.” – Yun Park.
“I’m here, Yun Park. There is no need for you to be scared anymore.” – Seung Hyun, as he helping Yun Park getting off the motorcycle.


Just as Seung Hyun letting go off Yun Park so that she can stand on her own two feet on the ground, she directly fall down sitting on the ground.
Yun Park herself is surprise that she fall down just like that.


“Yun Park!!” – Seung Hyun.
“.....I.....I was so scared.” – Yun Park.
“Please....I’m here....Don’t say like that.” – Seung Hyun.
“Ahh...” – Yun Park, she didn’t manage to finish talking when suddenly she starts to fall unconscious.
YUN PARK!!” – Seung Hyun.



“Where am I?” – Yun Park. “I finally waken up....how much I wish I don’t have too. I always fall unconscious; I just wonder when will be day that my time finally stops moving.”

“Eii, you awake at last.” – Seung Hyun, who just enter the room.
“How long have I been stayed unconscious?” – Yun Park.
“Two days long....I got to say, I am worried you didn’t wake up at all. But now, I’m glad you did.” – Seung Hyun, as he sits next to Yun Park. She starts to rub her head and looking so gloomy. “Are you alright?”
I’m more worried when she in this kind of expression.
I just hope......
All I want to see is her to smile.
But I cannot be that too selfish, aren’t I?
I just want......for her to be happy.


“............ne, oppa. If.....I don’t have to wake up anymore, that will make everything better....right?” – Yun Park. “All I have only wished is for me.........”
“What....?!! Why are you saying like that?!! Don’t.....I..........want you to be here with me. We are friend, aren’t we?” – Seung Hyun.
All I hope is that there can be chances for us to be more than friends.
I maybe.....care for you more than friend.
But who am I? I mention this before, but am I too fast forward?
I don’t care.....but at the same time, I don’t know.
I’m just too afraid that.........I have no time for the one I loves.
But what I know that for now.......I am here for her.



“I don’t know, but that is the only thing I wanted for all this time.” – Yun Park.
“.............” – Seung Hyun.
“Can you see? I am not as healthy as other people. I have problem, and that is a matter that I don’t want everyone to share with....to share my burden; I just don’t want everyone to go pity on me. I want this problem, be all to me. Only me, I don’t want anyone to problem their mind and head to help me, NEVER!!” – Yun Park.
“.......I am here, how about that....? How about me?” – Seung Hyun. Yun Park didn’t say anything after that, she just shake her head.


“Smile....” – Seung Hyun.
“Ahh...?” – Yun Park, raise her head looking at Seung Hyun. He slowly turns his head around and smile at Yun Park.
“.......Nothing.” – Seung Hyun.
If I may....the entire thing I can do for her now is.......what she always love to do.
But if........she can only smile.........


“I need to go back to sleep.” – Yun Park. “I’m getting tired these lately. Since I keep falling unconscious, somehow my energy is draining as well making me week. I can feel it now, I feel so sleepy for no reason even though I never sleep so late. Is this the side effect of my disease? I just hope that I can sleep bit longer....”


Just as Seung Hyun about to step out from the room, he stop moving when Yun Park saying something to him while lying on the bed facing the other way from him.


“Oppa......I’m not going to school anymore. It is time for me to........” – Yun Park, didn’t finish her sentence.
“.........” – Seung Hyun. He turns the other way around. “Are you sure?”


After that, Yun Park didn’t say anything anymore.
Seung Hyun didn’t know that she is tearing up in silent.



Smile......
That is all I need to see....



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