Episode 3
[A/N] : This color is Seung Hyun thought of mind
This color is Yun Park thought of mind
“Staying here in an early morning it’s feeling so odd. I never stayed here at this time of hour. And oppa has already left without breakfast. Maybe I should have made one for him tomorrow, before he goes to work.
I wonder what oppa job is....I never ask him what is he working for.
Maybe I should, shouldn’t I?
I never get to chance exploring oppa place, so maybe this is the time? *chuckles*”
Yun Park p.o.v:
“Hmm, what is that big box?”
I step away from the bed but somehow my feet got tingle up with the blanket make me fall down to the floor.
“Ouch!! Thank goodness the bed wasn’t that tall or else I’ll get back pain.”
I quickly standing up and head to the shelf trying to get that box.
So curious what might be inside this box....!!?
Aish, why does he have to put it up high?!!
“Ack...Got it...”
Yes, I got it now. Huh, Big Show? What is it anyway?
I am so curious, what is Big Show anyway...
Yee, Big Bang?!! Ehh....
“I think I should play it on the DVD player...”
10 minutes later... –
I wrap myself with the blanket as I feeling so cold watching the DVD.
Why would I bother enough to watch this?
Was it because one of the members is oppa?!!
I never knew he is one of the Big Bang members...the band that Ahn Lee adores very much.
Even when I know who he is already, why am I not feeling something?
Was it because, I don’t adapt feeling that easily?
“I don’t love.....him?!!”
I pull the blanket and wrap around me more, I starts to feel so cold.
..........
“I.......see.........no...........light.........Just...........dark..........”
“I want to live....”
End of p.o.v.
Meanwhile... –
“!!!!!!!!!!!!” – Seung Hyun.
Why am I feeling that.......
I can feel it.....
I just hope, nothing worst happen.
“Hyeong, are you alright? You look so pale.” – Seung Ri.
“No, I’m alright. I’m just feeling.........odd, which that is all.” – Seung Hyun.
“Are you sure?” – Young Bae.
“Get you head up, T.O.P!! If you can do this right, we have to do this until we get it all perfect!!” – Ji Yong, strict tune.
“Ji Yongie-ahh, can I leave early?” – Seung Hyun.
“If we all do this perfectly, then you may. But don’t get your hopes too high, we must do this perfect for our next music video.” – Ji Yong.
“My Heaven!!” – Seung Ri.
My Heaven!!
That’s mean........Japan?!!
“Hey, again, you do this....what is wrong, T.O.P?” – Dae Sung.
“No, nothing. My mind, just went off like that.” – Seung Hyun.
“T.O.P, CONCENTRATE!!” – Ji Yong.
“I’m sorry Ji Yong; I will focus more after this. No more slacking off...” – Seung Hyun.
Later... –
When Seung Hyun has arrives home, which he came home late, he quickly rush to where Yun Park is at.
When he has entered the room, he found out the television is running and Yun Park falls unconscious on the bed.
He didn’t waste anymore time and rush running towards her.
“Yun Park!!” – Seung Hyun. He calls her name many times but there is no use.
“Who am I? And who is that person calling?
I can hear someone is calling.......my name? But I am not sure who that voice is belonging to.
My name....my name....what is my name?
And where am I?
I don’t know where I am...I don’t remember when I got here.
I just want to stay like this......without being bother by anyone.
I just want......to be alone, just by myself.
I want to live....
Will I be able to live....more than I expected?
Will I be able to live until I grow old and die as normal human being?
Will I be able to live with the one I love and grow old together?
Will I be able to live as normal as other people?
Will I be able to love someone without causing them any problem?
Will I be able to be love by someone?”
Seung Hyun p.o.v:
I knew it!! I knew it since the time I felt so old!!
I knew it!! If I just.........got here earlier, then this wouldn’t have happened!!
It is no use....no use of me....I’m just too useless!!
Even taking care one person, I couldn’t do it.
Pathethic!!
I wait and wait for her until she wakes up.
There is nothing much for me to do but to wait for her.
Don’t leave me....
End of p.o.v.
A week later... –
At Choi’s place.... –
Seung Hyun and Yun Park is just about to get along where suddenly she receives a phone call from her father.
When she saw her father name register on her cell phone screen, her expression changes.
“Appa....” – Yun Park.
“Yun Park!! Where are you?!! Get yourself home, NOW!!” – Mr Dong.
“Appa....I don’t want to go home, why are you still protecting me? I’m already grown up, appa. Beside, eonnie is there, she can help you.” – Yun Park. “Appa, as much as I love you, I am already grown up now. I can take care of myself even I know why I’m standing here. Appa, it is time for you to let me go, because sooner or later, you have too.”
“Never!! You are still my daughter, YOU HAVE TO GO HOME!! Both of us are so worried about you.” – Mr Dong.
“I understand appa, there is no use for me to argue with you, am I?” – Yun Park. “Aish, appa.....why does he have to shout? I’m not deaf yet, there is no need for him to shout.” “Sigh....”
“Are you alright?!!” – Seung Hyun.
“My father is being as usual again....I have no choice but have to follow his word. I have to go home, oppa.” – Yun Park.
“Ehh, can you just.....stay here, with me?” – Seung Hyun. Yun Park shakes her head.
“There is no used anymore, oppa. I have to, oppa. As much I want to stay here, but when my father has said it like that, both of me and my sister don’t have any choice.” – Yun Park, standing up.
“Now, where are you going?!!” – Seung Hyun, standing up as well.
“To pack my stuff, of course.” – Yun Park.
“Do you have to do it....now?” – Seung Hyun, grabbing Yun Park hand.
Do you know by this.....you make me hard to let you go?
I know there is nothing special between us but then, when the two of just about to get along, why do you have to be the one to leave?
Do you know.......how much it pains me?
“Oppa........” – Yun Park.
“............” – Seung Hyun, didn’t say anything at all as he face the other way looking so gloomy and angry, but he’s still holding her hand.
“............” – Yun Park.
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At Dong’s place... –
Yun Park who is standing in front of her house as she stare at it then she sigh heavily.
Without wasting anymore time, slowly she steps forward.
She ring on the doorbell and one of the maid that work there open the door and when she saw who’s at the door, she is so surprise that it was Yun Park.
The maid quickly bows down respect at her but she quickly told the maid there is no need to be such formal attempt to her.
“Is appa home?” – Yun Park.
“Yes, Miss. He is at his usual place.” – The maid.
“Thank you.” – Yun Park, she directly runs off to her father library.
When she is entering the room, Mr Dong already greeting her while facing the other way as he is searching for his book.
He can tell even by without looking.
“You’re finally home.” – Mr Dong.
“Appa!! Why?!! Why couldn’t you just let...” – Yun Park, couldn’t finish her sentence when her father cut it.
“You’re here and that is what important most.” – Mr Dong.
“Appa....why can you let me........” – Yun Park, again her sentence got cut.
“Just listen to appa...just stay here. This is for your own good. Do not argue with appa anymore. It’s final!!” – Mr Dong.
“Urghhhh!! You are.....!! UHH!!” – Yun Park, storm out of the room and head to her own room.
When Yun Park enters her room, she immediately throws herself to the bed.
She lay her body on the bed while cover her face with her pillow.
“Am I going to be here until the day comes? I wonder what will happen to me when my whole body cannot moves anymore?!!
I wonder what the others will going to react when see me like that...lain on the bed, feeling so cold and pale?
I have always been like this....where my body is so fragile and inconvenient...”
“!!!!!!” – Yun Park.
“It happens again.....
Why is it.......that I have to burden with this kind of disease?!!
Why is it.......that this.......tortures me so much?!! This is so unfair to me....
You couldn’t it just be.....ended, now?!!
I just want it to end..........please...
I feel so hopeless...
I have to leave everyone....everyone that I love.”
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