Episode 4
[A/N] : This color is Hyun Hae
This color is Ji Yong
“I’m sorry that I have made you cry.
Will you forgive me?”
“Today is the day...aren’t you happy that you will be discharged today, Ji Yongie?” – Hyun Hae, as she fixing Ji Yong shirt. Ji Yong just smiles. “Ji Yong....”
Hyun Hae letting go of Ji Yong shirt as she moves away from him, but before she can do it, Ji Yong grabs her hand.
She becomes frozen just like what happened before in the past.
Not long the doctor came, Ji Yong directly let go of her hand.
“Ahh, it’s today....” – Doctor. “How do you feel, Ji Yong?”
“......” – Ji Yong, smiles and nodded.
“It’s great to see you happy.” – Doctor.
All of sudden, Ji Yong gives him a signal and quickly taking a pen and a paper for him to write.
Ji Yong: Thank you doctor, for all this time. Just as you said to me before, I will live stronger....
The doctor just smiles and pats his shoulder.
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“It has been long time I haven’t meet Ji Yong.
Until now....but why is it that we have to meet like this?
I don’t understand?
Why does everything have to happen around me?
Why does Ji Yong have to be the one and not me?”
On the month of December... –
Winter has arrived when slowly snow starts to falling.
Ji Yong and Hyun Hae are walking down the street at the Tokyo to shops for the Christmas celebrations.
As they are shopping for the holiday, while Ji Yong is surveying some stuff, Hyun Hae had problems to be deal with the shopper.
“Yah!! I was here first...” – Customer1.
“But....I saw it first...” – Hyun Hae.
“Can you just pick the other kind?!!” – Customer1.
“No, cannot....this is the one my friend wanted, so I must have it.” – Hyun Hae.
“Aish, just get the other kind, it is just the same.” – Customer1.
“Can you?!!” – Hyun Hae.
“NO!!” – Customer1. She starts to push Hyun Hae and she falls down to the floor.
“..........” – Ji Yong, furious. He saw everything, and then he approaches the situation. He helps Hyun Hae up.
“..........” – Hyun Hae, didn’t say anything at all. Ji Yong gives a sharp stare at the customer whom just pushed her, then not long they headed home.
At Ji Yong’s place... –
When they have arrived home, Ji Yong enters his apartment last and slammed it hard as its making loud bang noises.
Hyun Hae just stares at him as he walks towards the sofa and throw himself sitting there.
Slowly, she moves to the sofa and stop behind it.
“Ji Yong.....” – Hyun Hae. Nothing happen for the past few minutes. Then slowly, Ji Yong turns around and smiles at her.
Why are you standing there?
Aren’t you tired?
Come, sit next to me...
Slowly, Hyun Hae walks towards Ji Yong and stand in front of him.
Her expression is so gloomy and sorrow.
Her eyes so pale and cold – nearly burst into tears.
Before she can cry, Ji Yong standing up and hugging Hyun Hae.
Please.....you know how weak I am when you are in this state.
Why are you still crying?
Please......don’t waste anymore tears...
“How can I not cry?”
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25th of December... –
7:00 am... –
Hyun Hae wake up early just so that she can go to Ji Yong apartment and make everything ready before night arrives.
Just as she is about to leave her apartment, she is shocked by Young Bae who is leaning his back to the wall near her front door.
He throws a smile to her and she smiles back.
“Morning to you, Hyun Hae. Going off to somewhere this early? You look beautiful, today...” – Young Bae.
“Morning to you too, Bae.” – Hyun Hae, walking to the elevator.
“Are you going to Ji Yong’s place?” – Young Bae.
“Yes....I need to be there.” – Hyun Hae.
“Let me take you there then...” – Young Bae.
“Thank you, Bae....but....no; I can go there by myself.” – Hyun Hae.
The elevator door open as both of them entering the elevator.
Young Bae rolls his eyes towards Hyun Hae and he can see her face showing how happy he is.
When he look at her like that being so happy, his expression changes and feeling so unsatisfied.
“Hyun Hae-ahh....since you met with Ji Yong, you look so happy.” – Young Bae.
“........” – Hyun Hae.
It becomes quiet until the elevator arrives at the ground floor.
Just as the elevator door open, Young Bae quickly moves forward without waiting for Hyun Hae.
Slowly he turns around facing Hyun Hae and she looks so stun.
“Hyun Hae-ahh, I have always been envy between you and Ji Yong. Almost a year long I have been here with you, your mind was always about Ji Yong. I know you only have him in your heart but there will never be a room for me....” – Young Bae. “........I think I love you more than ever...”
“!!!!!!!!!!” – Hyun Hae, astonished. She just frozen like a statue and they both keep on staring each others until the elevator door close.
After the elevator door close, Hyun Hae tears flows down her cheeks while Young Bae walk off.
Young Bae heading to the bridge where he and Min Jung always meet.
But today, it is different for him where he only by himself.
Slowly he takes out something from his jacket pocket.
It is a box showing and when he opens it and inside the box is a ring.
“It is a waste....I shouldn’t have bought this from the first place when I know the expected. But I have taken the risk when I know at the end; I will only receive a pain. But no, I move on because I love you too much. But now, when I have got the pain that is waits for me, I give up on it. I’m just a failure.” – Young Bae. “I know you always cry whenever you’re with him, but still....you always stayed beside him. I lost....completely.”
Then without thinking much, he throw the box where the ring still inside it as hard as he can to the deep of the ocean.
He falls down sitting as he covers his eyes.
“Why....I wanted you to be with me. I need you to be in my life. But only I know you are only for him.” – Young Bae.
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Ji Yong’s place... –
Hyun Hae entering Ji Yong’s place as she got an extra key to his front door.
She is so happy and cannot wait to cook delicious meal before night not until she heard crash sounds coming from the kitchen.
Without wasting anymore time, she run to the kitchen and when she does, hard for her to see that nearly all of the glasses are on the floor broken into pieces.
“Ji Yong...” – Hyun Hae, astonished, but then it happen when Ji Yong accidentally throws the broken glasses as it flying towards her. She failed to avoid it when the glasses hit her right cheeks.
At that time, that moment, Hyun Hae just stood frozen like a statue as she is in her shocks moment.
Ji Yong quickly runs towards her. He touches her shoulders and shakes her to get her back to conscious.
Hyun Hae just stares at Ji Yong without saying anything.
Bloods come out from the scar as it flowing down and drops at Ji Yong left hand.
Slowly in shake movement, she moves her hand to her right cheek.
She wipes it out and slowly looks at it. She then slowly looks at Ji Yong.
“Ji....Yong....” – Hyun Hae, stutter tone. She cries not long. “.....Ji...Yong...blood....wha-what should....I do...?”
Quickly, Ji Yong take a towel wanting to wipe the bloods off, his hand even shaky than ever.
But before he can do that, Hyun Hae already falls down sitting on the floor.
She starts to become weak of herself.
“What happen to me? Why am I always in the worst situation?” – Hyun Hae, crying. Ji Yong directly lowering his body as the same height as Hyun Hae and hugs her without thinking anymore. “Ji Yongie....is it that.......I meant to be like this, always?”
No....why are you saying like that?
No....you aren’t, you have me...!!
I won’t leave your side, never...
“Why....?
I’m just will make it big trouble for you.
I’ll just burden you life...
I already make your life worsen.”
The only thing that troubles me is you in this pain.
I hate to see you like this.
If I said it was a troublesome to promise your brother to taken care of you, I want to make a promise to you that I only will take care of you.
I want to make a new promise to both you and your brother.
As long as you promise me one.
“I don’t want....I never want anyone to be so close to me....
But why....can’t you stay away from me?
I never wanted life like this.
I never wanted to be born just so that I only can see I am not important.
What makes me important....?
Why should I be....?
I wanted it to be end...
It has been tortured my life’s...always.
As much as it can be, I wish my brother was here more than I am.”
Ji Yong moves his hand as he touches her cheeks.
She slowly moves her hand towards his face and touches his cheeks.
“.....Am I, Ji Yong? I don’t want anyone to be near me, where it only can only be worst. I don’t know anymore, Ji Yong.” – Hyun Hae.
“............” – Ji Yong.
Slowly, Hyun Hae standing up and heading to the door.
Ji Yong catch up with her and grabs her hand to stay, but he seems to absentminded and ignoring him.
He pulls her towards him, yet she fights it off and making them both fall to the ground.
But slowly she standing up and heading the same way.
She feel so weak in everything now, somehow everything just gone dead.
She somehow doesn’t know where to go anymore.
“Hey, Min Jung....” – Young Bae, on the phone with Min Jung.
“Young Bae....are you alright? The way you talk, sound....so neutral.” – Min Jung.
“Min Jung, I decided to move back to Korea...” – Young Bae, staring to the sky.
“Ehh, but why? Why? Ahh, I know!! Have you told her already? Have you.....proposed her? Oh gosh, tell me, Young Bae...” – Min Jung, sounds so exciting.
“No...I’m sorry I can promise you the promised....I....have throw the ring already. What I got....I....” – Young Bae, didn’t finish his sentence when he saw Hyun Hae not far from where he is at. He quickly hangs on the phone and rush running towards her. “Hyun Hae...”
“..........” – Hyun Hae, her mind is still weak making her soul is not in her mind. She feels so lost.
“Hyun Hae....Are you alright?!! Why is there.....let’s go to the hospital...you are injured there...” – Young Bae. He then grabs Hyun Hae hand and pull him along with him as he is heading to the hospital. Just as he is about to move, Ji Yong shows up.
“!!!!!!!!” – Ji Yong, shocks.
“Ji Yong......what happened to her?” – Young Bae. “Please, don’t tell me, this.....”
“..............”
“Ahh.....” – Hyun Hae, fall down sitting.
“Hyun Hae!!” – Young Bae, rushing towards Hyun Hae, and help her standing up. “Are you alright?”
“.............” – Hyun Hae, her mind is not with her. She look at Young Bae with weak eyes and so inattentive.
Out of the blue, Ji Yong pushes Young Bae just like that away from Hyun Hae.
Then quickly he lifts her up and carries her on the thigh and starts to run to the hospital.
When they have arrives there, Hyun Hae directly got treatment from the injuries she got.
After everything has done with the treatment, and when Ji Yong wants to take her home, the doctor hold him back not to because she got hold back at the hospital.
The doctor who is treating Hyun Hae awhile ago is the same doctor who treated Ji Yong before so he know his condition and bringing him to the room where she is going to be staying until further due.
When they have arrives at the destination, both of them entering the room and they can see Hyun Hae sitting on the bed while looking to the outside view.
Even she is in that state, she looks like dying, as her face look so pale and weak.
“It will take time for her to regain herself. She must have erased everything in her life making her be like this just as like living doll. I just hope by time, she gets her mind back again.” – The Doctor.
“............” – Ji Yong.
“...........It is not in our hand, but her. Let’s just give her time, alright?” – The Doctor.
After the doctor have left the room, Ji Yong walk towards Hyun Hae.
Ji Yong standing right in front of her, as he moves his hand and touches her cheek, but even if he does that, there are no responds from Hyun Hae.
Before he left the place, he kisses her on the forehead. Just right after he left the room, tears flowing down her cheeks.
“Day by day...I don’t know who I am anymore.
I have lost everything...I cannot return back like before.
But you have been there, waiting so patience.
I’m sorry if this has cause lots of problem towards you.
Will I going to be like this forever?
I’m stuck in between reality and fantasy.
Even if I return back to reality, will I make it on time?
Will it be like the same as before?
By then, that time, will you be there?”
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